Thyra Dane

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A/N:

The wait for this chapter was a little longer than usual but I hope you`ll find the chapter worth the wait.

I want to thank Suki59 for being such a great beta and friend and if I could talk to Charlaine Harris I would thank her for creating such wonderful characters. Less than a month now until the next book. YAY!


I wasn`t sure what brought me more pain – having been beaten thoroughly or listening to Eric going through the same treatment. Right now I was experiencing both.

Trying to keep my head cool, I ran my fingers over my skin to see if there was any damage I hadn`t accounted for yet. My fingers had suffered the worst from the beating and I couldn`t really use them.

Two of my fingers were broken. Luckily, they were both on my left hand and not my sword hand but they were still excruciatingly painful. My scalp was sore and I could imagine had bald spots from having been dragged by my hair. I`d been kicked in my ribs but I didn`t think anything was broken. I was bruised all over and my tunic had been torn in the front.

When they`d dragged me away from Eric I`d been certain I was going to be raped. A true warrior would never rape his victims – there was no honor in that. But these men had used nets to catch Eric and me and had therefore proven themselves honorless.

They`d started out tearing my tunic in the front and had groped my breasts while commenting loudly on their size and shape. I`d tried to kick them but had kept my mouth shut. I knew what they wanted – they wanted to hurt Eric with my cries. This was what cowards did. They hurt the wife or the kids to break a man`s spirit. I wasn`t sure Eric would be tormented by my screams of terror but I was not taking any chances.

But then the men had surprised me and had let me keep my pants on. It could have been because they`d realized I wasn`t going to cry or yell out my pain if they raped me or it could have been because the men had some honor after all.

They`d beaten me up but that was expected. It was painful but as long as I managed to get my broken fingers to heal without becoming crooked or stiff, there would be no lasting damage.

Not that I was sure I would survive the next day.

I mentally shook my head. There was no point in thinking about tomorrow. I was alive tonight and that was what mattered.

They`d chained me to a tree far enough away from the camp for me not to be able to hear what was said there. I couldn`t see the bonfire but the night wasn`t very dark, what with summer approaching, so I could see people walking to and from the camp.

To and from wherever they were hurting Eric.

If I couldn`t follow what was going on at the camp, I was close enough to hear the thuds and grunts whenever Eric was hit.

Every grunt was … painful.

I kept being reminded of Eric at the atonement he`d arranged. The pain he`d received there and how he`d born it. It had been awful watching him being hurt like that but somehow it was … worse now.

To tear my mind away from Eric`s pain – my ears back from that place deep in the forest where Eric was tormented – I ripped a piece of cloth from my tunic, pulled my broken fingers straight and tied the cloth around them.

I wanted to scream out my pain but I welcomed it too. For a moment or two I didn`t hear Eric. His grunts were gone and I wasn`t afraid they were going to kill him.

Because that was what had me swallow hard. What if they killed Eric?

I had imagined they would have killed us both immediately but they didn`t. They hadn`t killed me, at least. They`d beaten me up but I`d been beaten before.

What if they had some kind of plan for me? A plan that didn`t include Eric? And now they were killing him. Slowly.

I gave my fingers an extra pull just to make sure I`d set them straight. And to clear my thoughts.

If Eric were dead – if they`d killed Eric – I would deal with it.

At least that was what my brain told me. My level-headed and very sensible brain. Problem was, the rest of me didn`t agree. Parts of me wanted to go into a panic at the thought of Eric being killed.

My brain didn`t understand what was going on. Not at all. Hadn`t I rejected Eric several times? Hadn`t I decided he was too vain, he thought too highly of himself, he was too … ?

That was as far as my brain got because my ears heard a new sound. There was still grunting but no more thuds. Taunting words were said and the men saying them came closer and closer. So did the grunting sounds.

They were moving Eric. Were they bringing him to me? I cursed my ability to predict movements because it was so limited. I could only predict movements when I was fighting people and right now I wanted to be able to “hear” their plans for Eric.

I held my breath and listened with everything my ears could muster. I squinted through the forest to see if I could see anything. Every muscle in my body was on alert. What was going on?

They hadn`t killed Eric. His grunts told me he was alive. But how much had they hurt him? And where were they taking him?

Suddenly I saw them coming closer, three men carrying someone – no, not someone, Eric – between them. They weren`t as much carrying him as dragging him.

I`d been beaten up right here where I`d been tied up so I hadn`t had to walk after they`d hurt me. I was fairly sure I could, though, and therefore it pained me to see the state Eric was in.

Coming over to where I was, they threw Eric to the ground. I`d been chained to the tree and now they were doing the same to Eric. It surprised me that they were carrying this much iron chain around with them when rope was so much cheaper and easier to carry.

Of course, rope was easier to untie as well.

It all went too quickly. I just sat there, staring at Eric lying on the ground with his eyes closed. When Eric and I were both shackled to the tree, the men went in the direction of the camp, not even bothering with one last taunt.

Apparently we were nothing. Little bugs they`d caught in their palms. Bugs they would probably want to hurt more later. Tomorrow.

But this was tonight and I needed to see how Eric was doing. Was he even conscious?

I leaned down to listen to his breathing and was relieved to hear shallow intakes of air. He looked awful, though. Blood all over his face and his nose would never be the same after having met someone`s knuckles.

I ran my hands down his face, brushed his hair away and carefully touched his nose, trying to assess if it was broken. It was. After taking a deep breath I figured it was better to mend his broken nose while he was unconscious and wouldn`t feel the pain than waiting for him to come around.

I quickly yanked his nose back in place and was met by Eric`s very large blue eyes staring at me.

“Ouch, Sookie. Don`t you think Victor and his men have hurt me enough?” he hissed.

“I just wanted to fix your nose. I`m sure you don`t want to be known as Eric the Crooked Nose?”

Eric got up into a sitting position and carefully touched the facial extremity in question. He sat like that for awhile. Then he looked at me with a lopsided smile. “I`m sorry to say that your husband isn`t as handsome as he used to be.”

I laughed a little. “Lucky for you I don`t particularly like handsome men.”

That made him move closer to me. “Really?”

I rolled me eyes but I still had a smile on my lips. “Really.”

The forest floor was getting darker but I could still make out Eric`s facial expression and it made me warm all over.

Tomorrow we could be dead. Actually, tomorrow we probably would be dead but tonight it was Eric and me and our battered bodies.

I let my hand glide down his face again, carefully avoiding his nose and the eye that was quickly swelling. Eric did the same to me and we just looked at each other, some kind of mutual understanding flowing back and forth between us.

“We`re quite the sight,” I said after awhile.

“I would say that we are quite the couple,” he replied and for some reason that made me happy.

It was probably the knowledge that the Norns had cut the thread of our lives and that the last bit of it was being woven that made me more receptive to Eric`s charms. Or maybe it was the broken nose. I leaned forward and kissed it very carefully and heard him take a deep breath through it, either from fear that I would accidentally hurt him or because …

His shackled hands were on each side of my face and he tilted my head slightly to the side. Then he kissed me.

To just state that Eric kissed me would be an understatement because this wasn`t a kiss. It was two pairs of lips meeting, two tongues finding each other, but it was so much more. It was a wave of emotions – desires – and I wanted to give into each and every one of them.

Eric`s hand went from my cheek, down my neck to pulling my ruined tunic to the side, and his palm caressed the side of my breast very carefully. I winced slightly because of the bruises there but then some deeper emotions took over and I leaned into his touch which grew more insisting.

My own hands had found Eric`s shoulders, his neck and were now copying the movements of his hands by moving down his muscular chest. I knew I couldn`t pull his tunic over his head – his shackled hands would stop the undressing – but I desperately wanted to touch his naked torso. Kiss it. So I pulled up his tunic enough for me to lean down and lick his nipple. I kissed him and nibbled a little too while my fingers followed the trail of blond hair from his chest down his stomach.

“Oh, Sookie,” Eric whispered, his voice sounding hoarse.

I pulled away and looked at him but when I leaned in for a kiss Eric went for my breast instead and started kissing and sucking on first one of them and then the other.

How I happened to end up lying on my back on the ground, I wasn`t sure, but I had Eric on top of me, kissing every bruise on my chest and sucking on my nipples. He kissed his way up and licked my collarbone. Then he looked up at my face.

“I want you so much, Sookie,” he said.

“I want you too,” I whispered back and with that statement our more frenzied movements began.

Even though our shackles and the pain of our beatings hindered us, they also ignited our desire as we managed to pull off our pants and boots and Eric pulled my tunic to the side. Soon I was almost bare and Eric was as naked as he could be, his tunic pulled up to his waist.

I`d expected Eric to rush it, to sink himself deep into me the moment my pants were lying next to me. It was what I wanted too because it felt as if I couldn`t wait another breath for him to be inside me. But Eric had other plans, plans that suddenly seemed even better than the ones I`d had.

“Touch me,” he whispered and I knew he didn`t mean his torso or his butt because I`d been touching both of those plenty already.

Eric was on his side next to me, so close he was almost leaning over me, and I could feel him against my hip. I leaned down and found him standing straight – long and hard as he was. I closed my hand around him, enjoying the feeling of his pulsing in my palm, while Eric`s hand went down between my legs.

His long fingers glided up and down, circling what needed to be circled and dived inside where I wanted more of him – and soon. He moved his fingers in the rhythm my hand had on his cock and soon we were both making little noises of enjoyment.

I was getting close and I could tell Eric was too and just as the thought that I wanted Eric inside me – that I wanted him to truly fuck me – entered my brain, he quickly moved between my legs and pushed himself deeply into me.

My legs went up to land on his hips while he ground himself into me. I met his movements and had a small moment of regret that Eric and I hadn`t done this before because he was, by far, the best lover I`d ever had. And we`d only just begun.

My hands went to his head, my fingers touched his scalp, they ran through his hair, and I pulled him down for a kiss. When his hand touched my breast again it started a numb feeling on my skin that expanded and it felt as if my skin were touched by thousands of tiny explosions.

Soon the tiny explosions turned into one larger one and I groaned into Eric`s mouth when I came with a force I`d never felt before. Eric ground himself into me two times, three times, four times more and then his body went rigid and he collapsed over me.

Eric was heavy but he felt like he weighed nothing on top of me because I wanted him closer. I wanted to feel more of him. All of him. In spite of having recently been beaten.

I wanted us to lie like this forever, my brain empty of thoughts, my sex filled with his cock.

I was happy.

Which was strange considering I was shackled and would probably meet my death tomorrow.

“Oh, Sookie,” Eric whispered into my ear and in those two words he expressed my feelings – only I would probably have said “Oh, Eric,” instead.

He pulled back a little, but stayed inside me. And when he rolled to his side he dragged me with him, still deeply rooted inside me. Not as deeply as he had been, of course. Even Eric`s large member shrank after sex. But I enjoyed having him there and he apparently did too because he made sure he wasn`t leaving accidentally.

We lay there for a long time, looking into each other`s eyes, caressing each other lazily with our fingers, the soft clanking of our shackles turning into a nice melody and not the foreboding they were.

I gently leaned forward and give him a kiss. I figured we needed to talk about tomorrow but when I pulled back from the kiss, Eric was the first one to speak.

“I`m glad we`re now truly husband and wife,” he said.

“Why?” I asked, though, deep inside, I was glad too.

“Because, tomorrow, if we die, the Valkyries will know. They`ll let us live in the same house, share the same bed.”

I smiled, though it was our imminent death he was talking about. “I thought you were an optimist. We may not die tomorrow.”

“I am,” he said and kissed my nose. “And I can`t think of a better future than to go to Valhalla with you. And if we don`t die, we`ll just have to settle for a life together here.”


A/N:
I hope you liked this chapter.

I just came home from a week on Iceland. If you`ve never been there – go! If you`ve been there, you know what I`m talking about. Iceland is probably the most extraordinary country in the world. The nature, the history, the people.… It`ll take your breath away!

As you probably know, the Viking age is part of my heritage but I`ve mainly read the Danish and Norwegian part of it. Going to Iceland gave me a chance to learn more of the Viking age seen from “The Saga Island” as they call themselves. It`s all part of the same history, of course, but some of the stories I read there were new to me and I will try to retell them here.

I know I have several readers from Iceland and I welcome any thoughts from you – shout out if I`ve gotten it all wrong!

Melkorka Myrkjartansdottir

I ran into the story of the Celt princess Melkorka Myrkjartansdottir in the small Saga Museum in Perlan in Reykjavik and I just have to retell it.

First some background: Iceland was mainly settled by Vikings fleeing the ever expanding kings in Norway and Denmark. At least that`s the truth when it came to the male population of Iceland. But genealogical research has revealed that 50% of the earliest women on Iceland were Celts – most of them from Ireland.

These women didn`t come to Iceland voluntary but were raided and sold to men looking for bed-slaves, mistresses and wives. The difference between these three groups may have been in name only.

One of these Celtic women was Melkorka. She was only fifteen when she was taken into slavery in Norway. Ten years later Höskuldur Dala-Kollsson went to Hordaland in Norway to buy timber. Apparently he forgot his plans when he saw Melkorka because he ended up buying her instead.

Melkorka was a mute but she was still more expensive than most slaves because she was so extraordinarily beautiful.

Höskuldur took her home to Iceland and in the winter she gave birth to his son Olafur Pa – a son Höskuldur loved very much.

When Olafur Pa was a couple of years old Höskuldur came over Melkorka talking to her son, telling him he was the grandson of an Irish king called Myrkjartan. Höskuldur was so amazed that Melkorka could speak and of her heritage that he immediately changed her status from slave to wife and gave her her own farmstead.

This was the whole story of Melkorka but my imagination started spinning on this. Imagine her life – living as the daughter of a king, becoming a slave at the age of fifteen, then being sold again at the age of 25, getting a family with a man she hasn`t chosen but who apparently treated her well and then being acknowledged as a princess and wife later on.

And the whole time pretending to be a mute. It would take a special kind of person to manage that. That story really took my breath away.

A/N:

EDIT: Apparently some of you got errors and I have no idea why – I couldn`t even access chapter 12 myself. I`ll try to re-upload and see if that will take care of the problems. Arrgh. (And thank you for letting me know, FiniteAnarchy!)

It seems all my A/Ns are complaints over FF and now I think I`ve used them all up. I just want to say that I`m sorry most of you didn`t get alerts and that I hope you found the last chapter after all (judging from the reviews you did – thank you!).

I want to thank Suki59 for helping me with the action scenes in this chapter and for generally whipping my poor English into shape.

I also want to thank Charlaine Harris for writing so many great books. She owns all the characters in this story, of course. I`m just sending them back to where they really belong – the Viking age.


Chapter 12

I`d never noticed the smell of the deep pine forests or the sound of the waterfalls along the coastline but now I did. The smells and the sounds all screamed “HOME” and I knew that we would soon see the estuary of the fjord that led to my village.

Hoping to catch any kind of movement – boats, smoke, anything – I was sitting in the prow of the boat. Eric, Jason and Claude were watching behind us and to the sides to make sure we weren`t taken by surprise by anyone. It would have been and irony of Loki dimensions if Felipe`s men caught us in open sea and killed us before we managed to get home and defend our neighbors.

Finally, I could spot the beginning of the fjord. Unfortunately, I could see something else too.

“Fire,” I said loud enough for the other people on the boat to hear me but not loud enough to be heard on shore.

The smoke coming from the village at the beginning of the fjord – from Calvin`s village – was more than just from the casual fireplaces in the houses. Even more than if they`d made a huge celebrational bonfire. If Calvin had died while I`d been gone and they`d put him on his ship and set fire to it, there wouldn`t have been this much smoke.

So something was wrong. Very wrong.

We couldn`t see the village yet, hidden as it was behind a small hill. But we knew enough to lower the sails immediately and row the boat to the shore before it was visible from the village.

Very quietly, only talking in low voices – or not at all – we managed to pull the boat ashore and crawl our way up the hill to witness the damage. I was the first one to get a look and the sight that met me had me gasping loudly.

I`d seen several villages burned down, corpses in the roads and pigs running around screaming in fright but this was the first time I`d witnessed it in a village full of people I knew. People I liked.

Blinking a few times to remove the tears that welled up in my eyes, I quickly checked the area for enemies. I felt movement next to me and Eric`s hand fell on mine in the grass.

“Your friends?” he asked.

I nodded and stared at Calvin`s village. The damage had to have been done fairly recently. If we`d sailed faster. Been quicker. Had better wind.

I swallowed and took a deep breath.

That was when I noticed Jason. Eric and I were flat on our stomachs and Claude was crawling his way up to us but Jason was standing on his feet.

No, he was walking … running.

“Crystal!” he yelled in despair. Well, it sounded like a yell to me, trying to be as quiet as possible, but it might just have been a loud whisper.

Before any of us could stop him he was speeding his way down to the village – the village that had just been raided and which could still have warriors in hiding.

I got up too and ran after Jason and I heard Eric and Claude doing the same, Eric cursing while running.

I said a few choice words too but I did it on the inside. Why the Hekla was Jason being so incredibly stupid, running towards a village without knowing what was going to meet him? And why was he shouting for Crystal?

It wasn`t that it surprised me that Jason had been intimate with Calvin`s niece – she`d had sex with plenty of men (and Jason had had sex with plenty of women) – but how could she mean that much to him that he would risk his life for her? How could she mean anything to him? Did any of his conquests mean anything to him?

I thought I knew my brother and now I was running as fast as my short legs could carry me to save someone who acted like a stranger.

Jason had always been rash in battle but this was beyond even him. I tried to speed up, avoiding roots and rocks sticking up from the ground, and scanning the village to make sure we weren`t ambushed in a cowardly way. At some point I`d grabbed my sword and held it in my hand but I noticed to my surprise that Jason was running empty-handed. It was a deep rooted instinct to always carry a weapon in situations like this and for Jason to choose not to …. I wasn`t even sure he`d chosen not to carry a weapon. I wasn`t sure his head was functioning at all. Or his survival instinct.

Coming closer to the village also meant seeing the results of the raid close-up. I hardly looked at the first body we passed but the next one was so brutally slashed open from the throat to the waist, I couldn`t help staring while running by.

We passed the first houses and that was when Jason started shouting in a voice that didn`t sound like him. It was so filled with fear it made me expect the worst when I headed around the corner of the house Jason had disappeared behind.

“Crystal!” he shouted.

I wanted to tell him to shut up. We didn`t know if the raiders were still there. We didn`t know what had happened. But I couldn`t. Jason`s voice was so foreign, I couldn`t tell him to do anything.

“Crystal!” Jason shouted again. He shouted as though he wanted her to come out of hiding but I could quickly tell that no one was hiding in the village. No one was alive apart from a few animals that ran around.

A dog was licking blood from the street and my stomach turned when I noticed the blood came from a body thrown up on a roof.

The raiders had been thorough. Even if some of the people had survived an initial blow or cut, they`d made sure everyone was dead. Uninterrupted as the raid had been, the raiders had had time to slash everyone`s throat.

We were in the middle of the village – the place where they had their village celebrations and communal meals – when I noticed a huge bonfire. The stench was terrible and I saw the remains of corpses. Judging from how well-built the bonfire was – and how the villagers had just been left in the streets – I assumed the raiders had burned their own people.

It could only mean one thing – that they couldn`t bring them home to give them a proper burial.

I looked behind me and saw Eric. I nodded at the fire and I could see he was thinking the same thing.

“I`ll check the shore,” he said and off he ran.

A thousand thoughts crashed through my head. I`d gone on this trip to save my own village from these raiders. If they`d been too busy to bring home their dead then it could mean they were already on their way to attack my friends and neighbors.

“Crystal!” Jason shouted again and I looked away from the bonfire and back at my brother.

I saw him rushing into a house repeating Crystal`s name and suddenly his voice broke and an inhuman shriek came out instead. Claude and I ran as quickly as we could but when I entered the house Jason had disappeared into, my heart sank.

Jason was on the floor, his body thrown over a female body. Her dress was open and a huge wound had almost separated her head from her body. Her face bore a grotesque expression but I could tell that it was Crystal.

“Nooooooooo,” Jason moaned, his voice so tormented it made me want to throw down my sword and hug him.

But I couldn`t. We still didn`t know what had happened in the village. We didn`t know where the raiders were.

I was also bewildered. Why did Jason have this kind of reaction? What did Crystal mean to him? As far as I knew Jason hadn`t made any marital promises to her. And he had certainly screwed other women. Fidelity was not Jason`s thing.

I walked outside with Claude who looked as surprised as I did. Since we didn`t have time to discuss Jason`s sex life, we just gave each other a look.

Just when we were about to continue our search, Eric came running.

“Their boats are in the harbor,” he said.

“What?” I said. “You mean, they`re still here?”

“They must be. The boats have been destroyed. One was burning and two had holes in them. They`ve sunk a few just off shore.” Eric looked from me to Claude. “Do you think the people here did that?”

“But why would they?” I asked.

We were quiet for awhile, just looking at each other, trying to come up with a reasonable explanation.

Then Claude spoke. “The last time I was here Calvin showed me how they were going to protect the fjord from raiders. They were going to shoot fire arrows and throw large rocks at enemy boats coming close to the shore.”

I stared at Claude. “He never told me,” I said.

“He never talked to you after …,” Claude started. “He wanted you to know, though. He told me so.”

“But they could never throw rocks far enough to make holes in the boat,” Eric said.

“You`re used to flatlands, Eric. We have mountains. Calvin`s people wouldn`t have to throw the rocks far – just roll them over the edge,” Claude explained. He pointed at the hills looming over the fjord. “There`s a cliff down there that`s high enough and which hangs over parts of the fjord. If they had stored large enough rocks, they could just give them a shove and they would rain down on the boats.”

“Which meant the raiders came to Calvin`s village instead of ours,” I concluded. “They couldn`t go further.”

Claude nodded. “It seems so.”

“But where are they now?” I asked and we all looked towards the forest and the mountains separating Calvin`s village from ours.

“There weren`t any longboats in the harbor,” Eric said. “Maybe Felipe`s men have taken Calvin`s longboats?”

Claude and I looked at each other and after awhile we both shook our heads.

“Calvin usually kept his longboat in our harbor where it`s more protected from the open sea. They only have the smaller boats here.”

Eric nodded. “There were smaller boats in the harbor.”

All three of us looked towards the forest again. We could hear the mighty river cutting through it but there were none of the sounds warriors would make. There weren`t any sounds a warrior would make.

There were the sounds from the sounds from the village. The animals squealing. The fires burning. Jason`s moaning and crying.

I thought of the defense of our village. Everything was directed towards the fjord – the place where enemies always came from. No one would expect warriors coming down from the mountains through the forest. Everyone would be taken by surprise.

And killed.

I took a deep breath and looked at Claude. “You stay here with Jason. Eric and I will go after them.”

“Jason should get up and fight with us,” Claude said.

I pulled Claude back into the house where Jason was draped over Crystal`s body, completely lost from the world. Eric followed us and I could see him shaking his head, clearly drawing the same conclusions I was.

“Then you make him fit to fight and come after us. Help him bury Crystal and help him mourn.” My voice was slightly raised.

“But he`s your brother,” Claude complained.

“And he`s your cousin. Look after Jason. Do what you can for him and join us when he`s well enough to fight. Eric and I are leaving now.”

And with that I turned on my heels and pulled Eric with me.

We`d walked through the whole village before I realized I was still holding his hand. He noticed I was staring at my smaller hand inside his large one and grinned.

“I don`t mind as long as you let go when I need to grab my sword.”

I let go as if I`d burned my hand but the feeling of him stayed on for awhile. His calloused hand felt good in mine. Too good.

“Let`s follow the river,” I said, my voice much steadier than I would have expected.

We walked in silence, listening to every sound – and for sounds missing. We looked for footprints and other signs of Felipe`s men having walked through here and to determine how long ago it had been. The birds were chirping too happily for Felipe`s men to be very close ahead and the resin in the branches they`d broken on their way had dried up.

Eric and I started moving faster, almost running, to catch up with the warriors ahead of us. We still paid attention to the signs of the forest and we walked as quietly as we could. But we both had a distinct feeling that we were running out of time.

I had, at least, and Eric didn`t seem to be slowing me down.

What was slowing us down was the fact that we tried to avoid using the path animals and humans had made throughout the years – the path Felipe`s soldiers were walking on. We kept listening for the river, knowing the path followed the river and not wanting to lose direction. But we stayed inside the forest. Deep inside.

We`d been walking for quite some time when I felt Eric`s hand on my shoulder. He pointed at the river and at first I thought he`d seen something there. He must have realized I`d misunderstood him because he shook his head.

He whispered, “We need to get something to drink and rest for a little while. We`ll catch up with them soon and we can`t afford to be exhausted when we`re going to fight them.”

I nodded. I didn`t want to stop but Eric was right. Too many warriors had lost battles because they`d forgotten to eat and drink.

I leaned over the bank of the river and formed a cup with my hands. I realized I was even thirstier than I`d thought and I gulped down the fresh and very cold water. This river came straight from the glaciers in the mountains and I was grateful to be cooled down by its water.

Eric stood guard and when I was finished drinking, I got up and watched over him while he crouched down and gulped down some water too.

I looked around for something edible, knowing the forest didn`t have much to offer since it was spring. Not unless I wanted to take the time to hunt, which I didn`t. Not for food, at least. I was hunting down Felipe`s men.

Luckily the forest floor was filled with ramsons and I started plucking the leaves. It wouldn`t fill Eric`s or my stomach but it would give us a little strength.

When Eric had finished drinking, I gave him a handful of ramsons and we started chewing while walking.

Day was turning into evening when Eric made a hand gesture that made me stop. He pointed to his nose and I sniffed.

A bonfire.

Felipe`s men had set up camp and they couldn`t be far away.

I smiled to Eric. We`d caught up with them before they`d reached my village. Now we only needed to kill them.

Eric gave me a silent grin. He was looking forward to the battle as well. We were only two and they were … I`d tried to add up their numbers while we`d walked through the forest. They`d come in three longboats which meant at least 60 men. I`d counted about 25 corpses on the bonfire in Calvin`s village.

That left … I counted again … at least 30 men.

Maybe more.

Hopefully less.

We needed to be smart about it since there was no way we could do the honorable thing and rush into their camp and kill them all in one blow. We also couldn`t ambush them with arrows since neither Eric nor I had brought our bows. And I was a lousy shot anyway.

So we needed to take them one at a time and we needed to do it quietly.

We snuck closer, trying to determine where their guards were. We lay low while pointing them out one by one in the light from the bonfire and the last remains of the sun. We pointed at each of them and divided them between us, giving each of us three to kill.

I was just about to go down on my knees to crawl my way up to the first guy when Eric stopped me, pulled me into his body and gave me a deep kiss.

“I`ll see you afterwards,” he whispered. “Here or in Valhalla.”

I couldn`t help kissing him back.

“I`ll see you afterwards,” I repeated. “Here.”

“Here,” Eric said with a nod and with that he was off.

The first guard was asleep and I silently let my knife glide over his neck, killing him in one quiet blow. The next one was awake but was an easy kill too, having his back turned in my direction. A quick stab to his heart and he was dead too. I moved towards the third one who spotted me just before I killed him – too late for him to notify anyone. His mouth formed a silent O as my sword slid into his stomach and made its way to his chest.

I made my way back to where Eric and I were meeting up but on the way I heard footsteps close to me. At first I thought I`d been discovered but then the footsteps stopped and I heard the distinct sound of a guy getting rid of some of what he`d just drunk.

A guy holding his dick is the easiest target in the world and I managed to kill him without a sound too. I managed to yank his head back and swipe my blade across his throat without a sound and the only though in my head was me, wondering whether his dick would still be out of his trousers when he entered Valhalla. It wasn`t until afterwards I realized that he would be missed soon.

I rushed back to our meeting place and was relieved to find Eric waiting for me. I whispered that we had to act quickly. We snuck up closer to the camp and just when we`d found a good position behind a large rock, we heard them shouting out to the guy I`d killed.

After awhile with no replies – it`s so very hard to talk when your throat has been slit – two of the men gathered their swords and got up to walk in the direction the man they were missing had taken.

Eric and I quickly snuck up on one each, grabbed them from behind, covering the mouths with our hands to prevent them from alarming the rest of the men, and slit their throats. One could almost have thought we`d rehearsed it because we looked like each other`s shadows – the killing twins.

We also looked pretty much alike – apart from our gender and size. Blond braids bathed in blood and both sporting a murderous grin. At least, I hoped my grin was as menacing as Eric`s. Wouldn`t do to walk around with a nice auntie-smile while killing people en masse.

Quickly we went back to our hiding place, hoping that more men would leave the camp in small groups. We couldn`t fight all of them at once, but we might just get away with killing one at a time.

We heard singing and drunken singing from the camp – something that told us not everyone had realized what had happened. But we also heard movement closer to us – this time by someone who didn`t shout out.

Eric and I looked at each other and left the hiding place, going in different directions. My blood was rushing in my veins and it felt as if I could hear everything, see everything. I knew a guy was just behind me but also that he hadn`t seen me. He was walking in my direction so I crouched down behind a bush and when he`d walked past me, I jumped up and knocked him down with the handle of my knife.

I steadied him when he landed and quickly slit his throat.

Suddenly, I heard a sound. Someone called out in alarm and everyone in the camp was up orders were barked out and it seemed people ran in all directions. Orders were barked out and people ran in all directions.

Shit.

I couldn`t see Eric but I quickly found a hiding place, hoping I would still be able to kill a few men one by one.

My first chance came with a guy who came very close, scanning the ground but not seeing my. I realized that all the men had been staring into the fire and therefore were night blind whereas I could take advantage of the little twilight left in the forest and could see fairly well.

Not caring whether or not I was making noise, I sheathed my knife and grabbed my sword instead. It was time for the big weapons.

The man close to me yelled out when he saw me but that was the last thing he did before his head left his neck.

I quickly ran through the forest to find myself a new place to stay far away from the man I`d killed. His cry had drawn a large crowd but one of the men was slower than the rest and I killed him the way I`d killed his mate.

I heard sounds from the other side of the camp and figured Eric was as lucky as I`d been. Or as talented.

I gave myself a quick praise for the number of men I`d killed. Unfortunately there`s an old saying that pride comes before fall and I heard a murmur close to me.

Using my mental battle skills I searched the surroundings and knew I had five men closing in on me in a circle. Luckily that circle had one huge hole and I quickly darted towards the gap between two of the five men.

I felt some of the other men rushing me from behind so I sped up. Just as I thought I`d made it I felt something around my legs. I fell – but not to the forest floor. I fell into something hard but yet flexible.

All five of the men – and a hundred more it seemed from the weight of them – jumped on top of me, holding my arms and legs. I couldn`t move and realized they`d used a net.

A net to catch a warrior!

“Cowards!” I shouted.

Then I had a hand over my mouth and though I tried to bite it but couldn`t manage. I was kicked and beaten and someone tried to pull me up while the rest of them were on top of me. I couldn`t breathe but there and then it didn`t seem important.

Who needed air when one was trying to get out of a net? A net! I just couldn`t fathom that anyone would use such a sissy weapon. Warriors used swords or axes or spears or even bows and arrows. But a net?

My internal outrage was interrupted when I was pulled up to stand on my feet. The hand left my mouth but I had nothing to say. It occurred to me that Eric was still free and I wasn`t going to make him worry about me.

Unfortunately someone else had the same thoughts – only reversed.

“We have your friend!” he shouted into the forest. “We`ll kill him if you don`t come out with your hands over your head.”

“Don`t do it, Eric!” I quickly yelled before the hand was back on my mouth and I had a fist to my stomach.

Unfortunately my yell made them realize one important thing. That I wasn`t a “he” at all. I was a “she.” They grinned when they discovered my gender and their shouts to Eric became more taunting.

“Your whore will warm my bed if you don`t come to save her!” one guy shouted.

“Her tits fit my hands perfectly. Her cunt will fit my dick even better!” another one yelled. I didn`t have anyone`s hands on my breasts but Eric couldn`t know that.

I prayed to all the gods that Eric would leave me alone. I would rather they killed me and he survived than their catching us both. Judging from what Calvin`s village looked like, we would both be dead if we were caught.

Unfortunately the gods weren`t listening. I felt Eric moving towards the group that was holding me and there was nothing I could do about it. I tried to divert their attention by struggling and moving like an eel. My movements were rewarded by kicks and hits but I still managed to keep the guys watching me instead of the forest where Eric was.

Eric came closer and closer and I almost thought he could manage to free me as none of the men holding me captive had noticed he was crawling towards us.

That was when I felt men behind Eric – men Eric hadn`t noticed – and I pushed and turned my head to warn him but I was held too tightly, the hand on my mouth almost suffocating me.

A lot of movement in Eric`s direction made tears well up in my eyes. Even before someone yelled, “We`ve got him!” I knew Eric was caught.

They`d used a net on him as well, the craven bastards.

There was a lot of commotion, men searching the forest to see if we were more than two, and then we were pulled towards the camp.

In the middle of the camp, next to the bonfire, a man rose and looked at us with hate in his eyes. He was one of those men you wouldn`t notice if he hadn`t been the one giving the orders. He was short and compact and had curly, dark hair. Some might call him attractive if they looked closely but only his mother would say he was handsome.

Eric was pulled up next to me and I heard him gasp when he saw the man staring at us.

I, on the other hand, didn`t have a clue to who he was.

The man gave us a lopsided grin.

“Eric the Northman,” he said. “And I suppose this is your little wife?”

Eric nodded, trying to move closer to me. I wasn`t sure if he thought he could protect me or if he just wanted to be near me but the movement touched something inside me.

“But it seems she doesn`t know who I am,” the man said. “Maybe you should tell her?”

Eric turned to me and nodded. “Sookie,” he said. “This is Victor the ….” Eric paused. “Victor is Felipe`s foster son.”

Apparently Eric had told a great joke because Victor started laughing. And it was the kind of laughter that made my skin turn into little goose bumps all over.


A/N

This chapter was twice the usual length and it may have to last for two weeks because next week I`ll be on Iceland (YAY!) and I`m not sure I`ll be bringing my laptop. But I`ll certainly look for inspiration for this story – Iceland is not called The Saga Island for nothing. This is my third trip to Iceland but the first one with my family. I`m looking so much forward to it :-)

Viking settling in new areas

According to the sagas Iceland was settled by Norwegian fugitives from Harald Fairhair (I mentioned him in the last chapter). But fleeing your home country was just one reason for settling in new areas.

Historians believed for a long time that the reason the Vikings settled in new areas – like Turkey, Ukraine, Belorus, Russia, Bulgaria, Estonia, Lithuania, Latvia, England, Scotland, Ireland, France, Canada and several other countries outside the Nordic countries – was because the population grew and some had to move so they wouldn`t all die from hunger. Almost like the Scandinavians in the late 19th and early 20th century who moved to North-America to escape poverty back home.

But historians today dispute this theory since there was no hunger and there were plenty of fields to farm.

Here are other reasons why the Vikings settled abroad:

Trade

The Vikings were traders (and farmers) more than raiders and some probably liked the areas where they traded or they found it a good idea to stay close to the people they traded with.

Better boats

The longboats made it easier to travel to new parts of the world and therefor also easier to settle there.

A change of climate

In the Viking age the climate turned warmer and it was therefore easier for the Vikings to settle in cold areas like Greenland and Iceland.

The kings came into power

During the Viking age the kings in Scandinavia grabbed more and more power and the people who disagreed with the kings had to escape or they would find themselves a head shorter.

Christianity moving north

A large part of the refugees from Scandinavia were trying to get away from a more and more powerful church – a church that gave the Vikings a choice between converting or losing their lives.

And there`s always the possibility the Vikings settled abroad because it was nicer there – though we Scandinavians find that VERY hard to believe :-D

A/N:

I hope this chapter reaches you as it seems alerts on Fanfiction are down. I debated with myself whether or not to postpone posting but came to the conclusion that I wanted to keep up the Sunday/Monday routine. I hope that even the readers who are not alerted will find this chapter eventually.

I want to thank you for all the reviews and comments to the last chapter. I`m so pleased that you liked it – and that more and more readers are finding this story.

I also want to thank Suki59 for betaing this story even if I keep making the same mistakes chapter after chapter [insert blush].

All the characters in this story belong to Charlaine Harris. I just brought them home and dressed them up in helmets and chainmail.


“Why don`t you trust me?” Eric asked when we were in bed. I was on my back and he was on his side, propped up on his elbow, looking at me. Eric`s face was in shadow, the light from the fire dancing on the edges of his hair, turning it golden. His blue eyes shone through the darkness and I did my best to avoid meeting them.

Eric`s eyes did things to me I didn`t want to recognize. Things I didn`t want to know.

For some reason Jason was alone in the third bed in Eric`s and Pamela`s house. Claude had crawled under Pamela`s blankets and I was lying next to Eric debating with myself as to how I would answer his third question, almost wishing it had been like the second one, the one where he`d asked if he could touch my breasts.

I turned my head slightly in his direction. “I trust you,” I said.

“No, you don`t.”

“If we end up in battle tomorrow I would be able to turn my back to you and I would have no fear,” I explained. “I can`t say that about many people.”

“So you trust my fighting skills,” he stated. “That doesn`t mean you trust me.”

“It`s not just your fighting skills. I trust your honor. Your …” I searched my head to come up with an explanation. “I know your own life would have to be seriously threatened for you to give up on protecting mine.”

Eric nodded as if he were pleased with what I`d said. “That`s true. I wouldn`t let you die unless I was close to being killed myself.”

“You`re a man of honor,” I said. “And a good fighter. So I trust you.” I couldn`t be sure Eric was a man of honor, of course, but the way he`d let the families of the men who`d drowned hit him was a good indication. Eric was not a coward and he seemed to hold his honor high. Both were things I respected in a man.”

“Thank you,” Eric said. “But the fact that you trust me in battle does not mean that you trust me.”

I let his words sink in, used to thinking in battle terms as I was. Mid-thought I felt Eric`s hand on my stomach and my focus on his words was broken. I pushed his hand away and noticed a faint smile on his lips. A smile that quickly disappeared.

“As you can see, you don`t trust me,” Eric said in a low voice.

“Because I don`t want to have sex with you?” I asked, surprised that this was what he meant by trust.

“Because you don`t want to be my wife,” he replied. “And because you don`t want to have sex with me.” The faint smile he`d had on his lips only moments ago turned into a real one.

I looked away. Eric`s smile was as magical as any runes and I was afraid what that smile would do to me if I kept looking at it. It might even make me smile back and I was not a woman of many smiles.

“I don`t trust many people that way,” I said, not really sure what else to say.

“I realize that. But you like me.” Eric said it as a statement but I heard the tiny question too.

“Everyone likes you, Eric.” I didn`t want to commit myself more than that.

I wasn`t looking at Eric`s face but I knew his smile just grew bigger.

“Why is it so important to you?” I asked. “Why do you want me to trust you?”

I could feel Eric`s shrug against my body. “I want you to be my wife. My real wife.”

“Why?” I asked before I could stop myself. I wasn`t comfortable discussing this.

Eric was quiet for a moment as if my question came as a surprise. Then his hand moved back to my stomach. “I like you,” he said.

I sighed. It sounded so easy. I liked him and he liked me. What more did one need? Only … I needed more. I just didn`t know what.

“Do you trust me?” I asked him.

“Of course I do,” he said but he didn`t sound convincing. Or maybe it was just me who didn`t want him to sound convincing.

“Why?” I looked at him again, bracing myself against his smile, but the combination of those white teeth and the heat of his hand through the linen of my shift, made my heart beat a little faster.

“You wouldn`t hurt me.” Eric sounded very sure.

That cleared my brain and I turned to my side facing him, copying the way Eric lay, leaning on my elbow as well. For some reason my index finger and my thumb thought it a good idea to trace one of the locks of his hair from the hairline at his neck, past his shoulder and to his chest.

Then he did the same to one of the locks of my hair and the two locks ended up laying there between us, so close in color and texture they might belong to the same person.

“How can you know that? Do you think I couldn`t hurt you if I wanted to?” I asked.

Eric went quiet for a moment and his smile was gone. “I think you could hurt me, Sookie. I think you could hurt me more the more we get to know each other.”

I nodded because that was how I felt about him.

“But I don`t think you would. I trust you.” Eric kissed me lightly on my lips, then he touched me between my eyebrows, straightening out my frown. He rolled back to lie on his stomach and closed his eyes.

“Why did you become a shieldmaiden?” he asked.

I wanted to point out to him that he`d used his three questions. Instead I turned his question back to him.

“Why did you become a warrior?”

“I`m good at it. I like it.” Eric shrugged and I looked at him lying there, long shadows cast from his nose and his forehead. Suddenly he opened his eyes and looked at me. “Is that how you feel?” he asked. “Do you enjoy fighting?”

I thought about it. “I suppose I do.” Then I nodded. “No, I know I love fighting. And that I`m good at it. I never was any good at weaving or any of the other chores a woman ought to be good at. But I always loved my sword even back when it was made of wood.” I was quiet for a few moments. “Gran always supported me but I think my parents kept hoping I would become more …” I searched for the word but when it came to me it made me blush. “Marriageable.”

Eric grinned and turned towards me again. “I find you perfectly marriageable.” His hand touched my chin slightly, his thumb gliding up my cheek.

I pulled back a little, not wanting to stop my story midways. Not wanting to be distracted. “But when they saw how reckless Jason was and how … I wasn`t … my mother made me promise I would always protect my brother when we were in a battle together.”

Eric stared at me. “Did you become a shieldmaiden to protect your brother?” His voice was a little louder and I wanted to hush him. Jason couldn`t know how much it meant to me that I was there to keep him alive. It would ruin his reputation. His self-esteem.

“Of course, not,” I said, my voice a little angry. “I like being a shieldmaiden. I like kicking the pompous and self-adoring asses of big, bad warriors who think themselves invincible. I like knowing that I`m evening the scales.”

“What scales?” Eric asked.

I rolled back and stared into the ceiling. “I`m physically weaker than most of the men I kill,” I said. “It gives me some kind of satisfaction to know I can still beat them.”

Eric was quiet for a moment and I thought he`d fallen asleep but then I felt his lips on my cheek.

“I like you, Sookie,” he said. “I trust you too. But most of all, you impress me. Not many people do.”

I turned my head and stared at him for a few moments. We looked at each other through the darkness and when he smiled at me, I smiled back.

Eric had all kinds of surprises installed for me. And I had to admit to myself that I liked it.

I must have fallen asleep because the fire had almost died out when I woke up. I listened to the darkness and tried to recall what I`d heard, what had woken me up, when the sound came back.

It took me a little while to recognize it, but I`d shared a room with Jason and Claude long enough to know what it was when I heard it again.

Someone was having sex.

I turned away from the sound and closed my eyes again, not wanting to intrude by listening in on Jason and whomever he was having sex with. I didn`t know it was Jason but assumed it since Claude was in Pamela`s bed.

Eric`s arm was around my waist but I didn`t notice it before his hand started stroking my stomach.

“Pamela wants to have more children,” he whispered.

“Oh,” I whispered, not understanding him at first. “Oh!” I repeated, when realization hit me.

Eric`s breathing evened out again and soon I was asleep too. There may have been a little smile on my lips.

Eric got out of bed before I did the next morning and I watched him as he got dressed before getting out of bed myself. There was nothing wrong with Eric`s body. Unfortunately he knew it too as the knowing smile he gave me bore witness of. Eric didn`t mind my watching him half naked. He didn`t mind it at all.

Since we were getting ready for battle, I rolled my dress up, put it away and pulled on my tunic and pants on instead. I had no problems fighting in my dress and I`d often trained in it. But my chainmail fit my tunic better and I preferred looking like one of the men when I fought like one of them.

I was just about to braid my hair when Eric grabbed my comb and gently ran it through every strand of my hair from the scalp to the tips. Then divided it into three sections and started braiding.

No one but I had braided my hair since Gran died and I had to admit to myself that I liked the feeling. Which made me pull away as soon as he was done.

I was just about to get up and walk out when he handed me the comb and made a gesture at his own hair, which looked like an owl`s nest. I shrugged and motioned for him to sit down on the bed. I slowly worked my way through his hair, trying to disentangle it without hurting him too much. When I was done, I made a thick braid down his back and tied the leather band Eric handed me at the end of it.

I let my fingers run down it a few times and then I let it fall down his back.

Eric pulled me around to stand between his legs and he looked up at me, his arms circling my waist. I grabbed his shoulders for balance when he pulled me closer but then my mouth suddenly found the top of Eric`s head kissable.

His hair smelled like fur and sunshine and …

And I knew I needed to pull away or this would take a direction I couldn`t control. I also knew that any minor slip in my control would be irreversible. Eric somehow got under my skin and giving him even a small opening would just end in … well, I didn`t know what it would end in but I was sure it couldn`t be good.

I pushed at Eric`s shoulders and he let go of me.

“We need to get ready,” I said, my voice sounding strange.

“We do,” Eric agreed and got up.

I looked at him and how unaffected he seemed. Yes, he wanted me but for what? I couldn`t deny the sexual attraction between us but Eric also insisted on our being married which made the whole situation impossible.

I could never be married to a man like Eric.

I probably could never be married at all, really, but Eric was the kind of husband who would expect too much and give too little.

He was just too handsome. Too self-confident. Thought too highly of himself.

But he had been so darned nice too. Considerate. Interested in my thoughts. In me.

I shook my head to clear my thoughts and then I walked out. Eric was an amazing fighter and I was looking forward to fighting side by side with him.

Eric, Jason, Claude and I – we were a force to be reckoned with.

We`d taken a smaller – and slower – boat since the four of us were about twenty people too few to man a longboat. But the wind was favorable and we could expect to be home in a day or so if the gods were on our side.

Eric was a good sailor and Jason, Claude and I did our best to help out, eager as we all were to get home as quickly as possible.

Not being one to think thing too much over – I considered myself a doer more than a thinker – I still couldn`t help wondering about what would meet us. Would the village be burned down? How many would be dead? Had they managed to fight back?

I glanced at Eric sitting by the rudder, the wind pulling strands of hair from the braid I`d made. I was sitting next to him, staring at the land that was passing us by, hoping we would leave the flatlands behinds us soon and eager to see mountains.

“How did Queen Sophie-Anne know about the attack?” I asked him, not expecting an answer since Rasul the Secretive was the one who would have known, not Eric.

I glanced at him again and noticed a shrug.

“Queen Sophie-Anne has spies in Felipe`s camp,” he said.

“I figured as much but what I don`t understand is .…” I paused to gather my thoughts. I was a fighter and as a fighter I`d grabbed my sword and run to the battle scene. Now that I had time on my hands – and no immediate battle – I`d started thinking. “It`s at least a day`s journey from Felipe`s camp to Nordby. Maybe two in bad weather. And it`s the same distance from Felipe`s camp to my village. If the spy reported on an attack that had already taken place – an attack Felipe`s warriors had returned from – then ….” I counted in my head. “Then that attack must have taken place just after we left my village.”

The gravity of it hit me. Was my village attacked just after three of the strongest warriors had left? Could we have made a difference if we`d stayed?

The wind hit my eyes and made tears well up in them.

“Or…,” Eric said. “The spy reported of an attack about to take place. In that case we might be there just after Felipe`s men. A day after at the most.”

I turned around and searched his face but there was nothing that revealed that he knew more than I did.

“Do you think so?” I asked, holding my breath.

“I`m an optimist.” Eric had been looking straight ahead all through our conversation but suddenly his eyes were on me. “I like to hope for the best.” He looked away again. “Of course, I always prepare for the worst and so should you, Sookie.”

I nodded and couldn`t help wishing the boat would go faster. Maybe we could be there in time? Maybe we could make a difference in the battle?


A/N:
I hope you got this chapter and that you liked it.

Hairstyles

In this chapter Eric and Sookie groom each other`s hair. Charlaine Harris has her Viking Eric have long hair and even if Alan Ball chose to cut it off in True Blood, Eric will always have long hair when I picture him.

In the Viking age the slaves – men and women – had short hair or their heads were shaven. I`ve also heard mentions of warriors shaving the back of their heads – thus creating a back-forward mullet (excuse me for giggling) – to make sure the enemy couldn`t grab their hair in battle.

But generally it`s assumed that free men and women in the Viking age had long hair and that men often had full beards as well. Some men chose to dye their beards red or bleach their beards (and hair, possibly) and I`ve also read about men braiding thin straws of gold into their hair, making women in the countries they “visited” swoon.

Unmarried women would leave their hair unbraided and married women would braid their hair in a knot and wear a scarf or some kind of headwear over it.

One of the most common finds from the Viking age is combs. It seems most Vikings wouldn`t leave home without it and that they used it every day.

Another thing for personal grooming one has found quite a lot of is ear spoons to clean the ears with. Yes, this is exactly what it sounds like – little spoons they would use in their ears to dig out … well, no need to go into details. Let`s just say that I hope all Q-tips of today are gone when the archeologists of the future start excavating around my house. I don`t want them to have the same reaction I had when I read about ear spoons.

Vikings were generally well groomed and washed themselves regularly. The only people who wouldn`t wash daily (or at least weekly) were people in mourning. Refusing to wash one`s hands, face and hair was a sign of deep grief as shown in Odin`s reaction to his son Balder`s tragic death.

Harald Fairhair

Hair was important to the Vikings and for some it had political meaning. The sagas claim that when Harald Hårfagre, or Harald Fairhair as his name has been translated into, decided he wanted to be king of all of Norway and not just the tiny part called Sogn, he declared that he would not cut his hair until he had in fact gathered all the little kingdoms into one large one. His hair was very long but he ended up becoming some kind of over-king and is recognized as the first king of Norway.

The name Fairhair was actually a name he got after his death but it`s the name he is known by today. The story about him letting his name grow is a story from the sagas and had probably little to do with reality. It`s still a story children are taught in schools today and I`m not sure they are told it isn`t true. Why ruin a good story, right?

5 million Norwegians

On a different and much more up-to-date note; as of today we are 5 million people living here in Norway. We would only have been 4.4 million people if we hadn`t had the recent immigration to the country. But we would have been 8 million people if not for all the Norwegians who immigrated to America back in the 19th century.

I`m not sure what that has to do with anything but I figured it was a fun fact.

A/N:

It seems most of you agreed on more sword fights. How about more naked Erics? Yes, I know – an entirely rhetorical question.

Thank you so much for all your comments and reviews. You should see the smile they put on my face.

I also want to thank Suki59 for not only betaing this baby but also keeping track of whatever I lose.

Eric, Sookie and all the other characters belong to Charlaine Harris. I only own their swords. In my dreams, at least.


Chapter 10

Eric`s question startled me. I`d braced myself for questions like “why are you pushing me away?” or “why aren`t you admiring me like any normal girl?” but his asking me about Claude came as a complete shock.

First, because I`d succeeded in burying everything that had happened between Claude and me so deeply inside I`d almost forgotten what had happened. I`d put it behind me. Locked it up and misplaced the key.

Second, because I had no idea what Eric had noticed – why he would ask me that question. Claude and I behaved like any pair of cousins would. I liked Claude – loved him even. He was, after all, one of two family members I had left. And what had happened between us was years ago. Ages, really.

“What do you mean?” I asked, trying to pretend I didn`t understand what he meant, which wasn`t too hard since I had no idea why Eric would ask that question. I knew, of course, what he could be referring to but how could he know about that?

“If I`m not mistaken, I was the one who won the right to ask questions. Not you. So what happened between you and Claude?”

I exhaled so loudly any horse would be proud of the sound I made.

Not sure how to answer Eric`s question, I searched my brain for buried memories. My feelings towards Claude, all the anger and despair, had been put in a thick mental coffin and buried. He was my cousin and we couldn`t afford my frustrations to grow – which was why I`d made an effort to forget the more unfortunate … things … long ago.

Claude and I got along just fine now. It was water on the shore – last year`s harvest.

I looked at Eric to see if his face gave away any clues as to why he`d asked me that particular question. How he`d known.

But looking at him was a bad idea. His smile. The bead of sweat trailing down his cheek. The long, blond hair just begging me to touch it.

I shook my head. I was hot and in desperate need of water so I started walking – not really sure where I was going. If I`d only wanted a drink, there`d been plenty of drinking water on the practice field but as I got closer to the river, I realized I needed a bath.

I needed to clear my head. Cool down.

I knew Eric was following me. I heard his footsteps and could see his shadow moving next to mine. But I wasn`t paying attention to him.

My mind was on Claude. And on how I was going to answer Eric`s question.

I could lie, of course. That would have been easy. But it would also have been dishonorable since Eric had won the right to three truthful answers from me. I had many flaws but I always kept my word.

When I came to the river I pulled off my clothes and jumped into the water, hoping the cool water would help me come up with an answer. And it did. After a long dive I broke surface and focused all my attention on Eric who was only now getting into the water with me.

We were alone. Fortunately. Unfortunately.

My resolve was broken for a few seconds, staring at Eric`s magnificent body, but then I pushed all thought of his strong arms and impressive thighs away and decided to give Eric a short reply. It would be truthful, but as short as I could possibly make it.

“Claude asked me to marry him when I was 16,” I said and dived under again.

I wasn`t sure what I expected when I came up for air. Eric`s being surprised, probably. Or maybe that Eric would laugh at me for having been infatuated with a man who so clearly preferred other men to his younger and very star struck cousin.

Except I hadn`t told Eric about that part. About my being in love with Claude. Or Claude working very hard at making me fall in love with him.

Instead he just nodded as if I`d told him something he`d figured out for himself.

“And you turned him down,” he commented.

I listened carefully to hear if this was a question. Would it count as one of the three he was allowed to ask me? But it wasn`t a question, unfortunately.

I still replied. “Not exactly. Well, not at first, anyway.”

Gran had been thrilled that her two grandchildren – the two everyone frowned upon as “not marriage material” – had found each other. We would give her great-grandchildren and she wouldn`t have to endure the shame of having unmarried family members.

“You`re not married to Claude now,” Eric stated.

Still not a question.

“No. Right before the wedding was supposed to take place Claude told me why he wanted me to be his wife.”

It wasn`t a long sentence, but it left me breathless. Raw.

Eric was now standing very close to me and I hadn`t even noticed he`d moved. He turned me around, facing the forest on the other side of the river, and started to touch my back. Massage my shoulders.

I exhaled.

“What he wanted out of the marriage was something I couldn`t give.”

At the time I`d thought I was in love with Claude. And why not? I was 16 and my big, brave cousin gave me all his attention. For several months he`d flirted with me, given me stolen kisses and heated promises and I`d been thrilled the day he`d asked me to be his wife. Proud, even.

But just before the wedding things had changed. Claude had wanted “a talk.” How I loathed having “a talk” – nothing good ever came out of such a thing.

The memory of Claude as he told me he was only going to share my bed often enough for us to procreate (his choice of word), that he liked me well enough but that I had the wrong kind of body for him to be truly attracted to me, that he would keep his male lovers throughout our marriage – that memory had been suppressed for too long and it hurt to be reminded of it.

Eric leaned down and kissed my shoulder while making some kind of comforting sound. I was about to step away from him when his fingers hit a muscle knot and instead of objecting to his kiss, I groaned out in pain. His knuckles ground deep into that sensitive spot and a pain shot like a bolt of lightning into my head.

But when his fingers lifted from the sore area they`d added pressure to, I felt relief. It was as if a tension had been taken away from me.

“You`re good,” I acknowledged.

“Your back is in a pitiful condition, Sookie. It`s a wonder you`re not suffering from severe back pains.”

Happy about the change of subject, I nodded. “I do wake up sometimes feeling like I`ve slept on a rock.”

Of course, when we were on raids I sometimes did sleep on rocks and my back never liked it very much.

“Let me see what I can do,” Eric said and soon his fingers found more sore spots and he had me crying out in pain – or grinding my teeth to avoid complete humiliation.

I was a shieldmaiden. Shieldmaidens didn`t scream just because someone touched their shoulders and backs.

Eric`s finger`s traveled down the small of my back and soon they found muscle knots in my butt that needed to be dealt with. If someone had suggested that morning that I would be cursing Eric for touching my butt, I would have believed them. But somehow, this was not the kind of butt touching I`d have envisioned.

After having brought deep pain – and a very welcome relief – to my shoulders, back and butt, Eric`s fingers went back to a lighter massage. I couldn`t help leaning into his touch, enjoying the way my muscled relaxed and were infused with new energy.

Eric the Northman truly had magical fingers.

Reminding myself of the topic Eric and I had just discussed, I made a serious effort to clear my mind of Eric`s hands touching me, his breath on my neck, his body so close to mine. His nakedbody so close to mine.

“You still have two questions left,” I said, trying to make my voice sound unmoved but not entirely sure I`d succeeded.

“I do,” Eric said and continued touching my back and then moved forward and let his hands glide over my stomach.

The river was freezing but even standing in the middle of it, hip deep in the water, I was not even close to being cold.

I also noticed that the temperature of the water had no cooling effect on Eric – judging from what was poking into my butt cheek.

“My second question, Sookie, is this: Can I touch your breasts?”

My brain screamed “NO!” but for some reason my mouth wasn`t listening. “Yes,” it said and before I could retract my answer, his large hands were on the body parts in question.

My mouth, clearly having a mind of its own, sighed deeply, and my body, not wanting to be any better, leaned into Eric.

He leaned down and kissed my neck again. Bit it a little and sucked just enough for me to get love bites I would have to hide with my hair.

My hands pulled him closer, grabbing his hips, his butt, feeling the muscles in his thighs. Somehow our bodies started moving in rhythm, his body grinding into mine, his hands groping my breasts, working their way down my stomach to …

I`d had sex before, of course. I`d even had sex while bathing before. But I had never felt anything like this – the all consuming desire I suddenly felt for Eric.

Yes, I`d acknowledged his fine body and his charm but I had seen his flaws too. I had carefully avoided him, knowing how disastrous it would be to open myself up to him – physically or emotionally. Eric had the power to turn me into a love sick puppy and that didn`t fit very well with being a shieldmaiden.

And yet, here I was, wanting him inside me. Wanting … more.

Eric must have sensed the tension in me – the way I`d stopped moving my hips and grabbing his thighs – because he kissed my ear and then he whispered, “I`m not Claude.”

That had me pulling away from Eric and turning around.

“You arrogant …” I couldn`t find a fitting curse. “My having second thoughts has nothing to do with Claude. Until you asked, Claude was a minor thing in my past. He broke my heart, but do you really think I`m so weak I would still be licking my wounds?”

I glared at Eric who looked insecure for a moment or two.

“You`re anything but weak, Sookie,” he finally said. “Why do you keep rejecting me if it`s not because of what happened with Claude?”

He looked as if he just couldn`t fathom how anyone could say no to him without a good and solid reason. It was a mystery to him – up there with why cows give us white milk when they eat green grass. Why winds from the east are always colder than winds from the west. And why women bleed every month.

Maybe the last one was my mystery more than Eric`s. And it wasn`t as much a mystery as an everyday annoyance.

What Eric was struggling to comprehend was how anyone – and I in particular – would reject him. To be honest, looking at him, I wondered myself. At least for a few moments until I had given myself that mental slap I needed.

“Is that your third question?” I asked.

Eric looked at me, but then he shook his head. “No, I`ll ask my third question later.”

I`d been so preoccupied with Eric and our discussion that I hadn`t noticed Quinn running towards us until he shouted Eric`s name.

“What is it, Quinn?” I asked since Eric didn`t seem to want to pay attention to him.

“It`s Mum,” he said. “She says you have to come home right now. It`s urgent,” he added in a voice that indicated that “urgent” was a word his mother had told him to use.

I got out of the water and started dressing, letting my wet braid drip down my clothes. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Eric getting out of the water too but I quickly looked away, not wanting to see that body I`d just had so close to mine, doing things to me that I should have stopped before they`d gotten that far.

When we`d both put on out clothes, we followed Quinn back towards Nordby and Eric`s house.

“Is something wrong with your mother?” Eric asked. “Is she sick?”

“No.” Quinn looked surprised.

“But what is it, then?” Eric was getting frustrated.

“Mum just said it was … urgent.” Quinn used that grown up word again and I didn`t like the sound of it. What would be urgent enough for Pam to send Quinn to get us?

Our pace quickened and soon Eric pulled Quinn up in his arms since his nephew was slowing us down, and carried him the rest of the way back to Eric`s home.

I was the first one to enter Eric`s house and was surprised to see Jason and Claude in what looked like shock. No, it was anger. They were both sitting on one of the benches and Pamela was on the bench on the other side of the table, with Frannie in her lap.

There was one more person in the room and after my eyes had adjusted to the darkness, I recognized him. Rasul the Secretive was sitting next to Pamela.

Rasul got up when he saw Eric and me entering the house. He didn`t move towards us so we walked to the table and finally Jason and Claude also noticed us. I sat down next to Jason and Eric went to sit next to his sister, pulling Quinn into his lap.

I found myself staring at Claude and he cocked his eyebrow as if asking me why I was suddenly paying him attention after having neglected him for years. Or maybe he just felt like cocking his eyebrow when I was looking at him and I thought it had a deeper meaning because of my trip into the Land of Hidden Memories.

I redirected my attention to Rasul, silently asking him what he`d come for.

“Sookie,” he started. “I have some sad news for you.”

Jason interrupted. “He told us to wait until you were back. He hasn`t said a word to us.” Jason was angry. Or his pride was hurt. One never knew when it came to Jason.

Rasul continued as if Jason hadn`t spoken. “We have had information about your village,” he started.

“My … our village?” I repeated.

“It seems Felipe the Throne-robber was behind a most cowardly attack on your village. We don`t know whether your village managed to fight back or how many people Felipe`s men managed to kill, but Queen Sophie-Anne asked me to tell you that your loss will be avenged, however large.”

While I silently contemplated Felipe`s change of name from Felipe the Elegant to Felipe the Throne-robber, Jason got up, anger radiating from his body.

“She can be damned sure it will be avenged,” Jason cried out. “If I have to kill Felipe all by myself.”

Jason grabbed his sword as if Felipe were in the very room and Jason could cut his head off and everything would be back to the way it was supposed to be.

I noticed how Rasul studied Jason, apparently pleased with his reaction. Claude, on the other hand, had his eyes on me as if I were about to say something that would make a difference. Claude, being a couple of years older than I, should have been the head of our little family but I had somehow assumed the role.

“I can assure you that Queen Sophie-Anne is planning to strike back and put an end to Felipe the Throne-robber`s cowardly behavior. She will make sure to put you in the front of the raid so that Felipe`s blood will be on your swords.” Rasul was talking to Jason but he was looking at me.

“We thank your queen for the honor,” I said.

“Tell her that I, Jason the Brave, will personally kill her uncle. Slowly.”

Apparently it wasn`t just Felipe who`d had a change of names. Jason had been known as Jason the Promiscuous for as long as I could remember – a name that fit him very well.

But Jason was Brave. The kind of brave that came with not being able to perceive danger for what it was, but still brave. I smiled at him to encourage him. I liked having a brother called Jason the Brave and hoped more people than Jason would use that name.

“I`m sure Queen Sophie-Anne will be relieved to hear that,” Rasul said.

“When will the attack on Felipe take place?” I asked. I was ready to leave in the morning. I was torn, though, because I really wanted to go home to see the damage and help the wounded, but if we could strike against Felipe and get our bloody revenge, then I would gladly postpone a visit home until Felipe was in his grave.

Rasuls looked at his hands. “In the autumn at the latest,” he replied.

“In the autumn?” Claude, Jason and I shouted.

“Oh, at the very latest. Queen Sophie-Anne needs to prepare the attack well since it will be the final battle. She can not risk losing it and is currently negotiating with other tribes to join forces with her,” Rasul explained.

I noticed Eric nodding as if he agreed with Rasul and that nod made me want to dunk his head into the table. How well could anyone prepare for battle? You sharpened your sword, made sure your boat didn`t have any leaks and those were the preparations you needed before you went in killing as many as possible.

“Vengeance should be immediately and bloody,” I said, meeting Rasul`s eyes.

“I shall bring that into the queen`s considerations,” he replied.

After a little while more of Jason, Claude and me demanding instant bloodshed and Rasul trying to reason with us, he finally left.

When the door closed behind Queen Sophie-Anne`s man, I gave Eric the death stare.

“Thank you so much for supporting our need for vengeance,” I said, pouring all my sarcasm into my voice.

“The result would have been the same no matter what I`d said.” Eric got up, walked over to the bench I was sitting on and sat down next to me. He tried to put his arm around me but I scooted further down the bench, closer to Jason.

Me childish?

Maybe.

“You don`t know that!” I argued.

“I know that. I know the Queen much better than you do.” He slid down the bench so that he was sitting right next to me. “And if the Queen thinks I`m fine with waiting for her to plan her battles down to the smallest detail then she won`t pay much attention when I take one of my ships out for battle training.”

I looked at him and saw how close he was. I could feel his warm breath on my shoulder and shuddered. I was about to ask him what he meant when Claude interrupted.

“You`re going to help us avenge our village?” he asked, looking past me and Jason at Eric.

“I`m going to help you get back to your village to assess the damage. If any of Felipe`s men are still there, I`ll help you kill them.” Eric held up a hand to stop Jason from cheering. “But I can`t go after Felipe if he`s not in your village. I am not committing treason by ruining Sophie-Anne`s plans.”

“You would take us home?” I asked almost breathless. Now that the idea had been launched I felt a deep desire, a need, to see how Tara was doing. And Sam. And JB. And Amelia. And all the other people I knew and loved.

He grabbed my hand in my lap and I let him.

“We can leave in the morning if you`d like.”

Nothing could stop Jason from cheering now.


I hope you liked the chapter.

A/N:

Death

I think I mentioned that warriors who were brave in battle would be picked up by Odin`s shieldmaidens – the Valkyries – and delivered to Valhalla where they would fight and drink and have a great time until Ragnarokk (the end of time) when they will be called upon to fight on Odin`s side.

But what about everyone else? What about all the people who died from falling down a cliff, childbirth, pneumonia, hunger and what not? What happened to them, according to Norse mythology?

They would go to Hel. Notice that it only has one “l”. This isn`t Hell as in a place where sinners go and are punished according to Christian belief. No, Hel, or Helheim as it`s also referred to, is the Kingdom of Death and the Queen governing that Kingdom (or Queendom, as it should be called) is called Hel as well.

Hel (the place) is dark, cold and moist and one could easily understand why warriors would prefer to go to Valhalla.

The life and death of a Viking was decided by the Norns. They were women who controlled the destiny of gods and men and they were present when Vikings were born and when they died. Each person got his or her own thread in a gigantic loom when he or she was born and when it was time for them to die, their thread was cut. The threads were called Life threads or Destiny threads.

There were many Norns and they all had different tasks. Some kept the Yggdrasil – the tree of life – alive and some caused trouble for the people they were looking out for.

Both Roman and Greek mythology have gods who are similar to the Norns.

By the way – I can recommend that you look up the short film “The Saga of Biorn” on YouTube. It`s hilarious.

Hell, Norway

On a fun note, here is what you can do if someone says “that`ll happen when Hell freezes over”: Go to any online weather station – for instance the Norwegian yr dot no – and find the village of Hell in Norway. Hell (in Norway) actually does freeze over four to five months a year.

Tourists who go there find the sign on the train station worth a photo or five. It says “Hell Gods Expedition.” It`s an old sign and “Gods” means “goods”.

You can find Hell, Norway – and a picture of that sign – on Wikipedia.

A/N:

Thank you so much for all the great responses to this story. I appreciate them very much!

I also want to thank Suki59 for being such a great beta and friend.

The characters in this story belong to Charlaine Harris who, in my book, has done only one thing wrong in the series. She hasn`t let Eric fight enough with his sword. He should be allowed at least one sword-fight a book. And Sookie should learn too.

To make up for it there are plenty of swords in this chapter.

EDIT: This was supposed to have been posted yesterday but technical problems with the site made it impossible. Sorry.


A group of men and two women were on the practice ground already. It was a meadow a bit outside of Nordby and the trampled down grass bore witness to many a warrior training with his sword here. There were a few trees on the outskirts of the meadow – all of them with marks from people throwing axes or spears at them.

It was a warm day, bees buzzing and the air full of pollen from the birch trees. I enjoyed the sun`s rays on my face but turned my attention to the crowd already in the meadow. Eric`s hand was warm on the small of my back but I didn`t step away from it. For all I knew, he needed his hand there for balance, having been bedridden for days.

Everyone looked at us when we walked up there. I wasn`t what they were staring at – they`d seen me train a couple of times already. No, it was Eric that made them turn around.

Someone broke out of the group and I recognized Rasul, Queen Sophie-Anne`s man. He gave us a big smile and walked over to us.

“I`m glad to see you up and about, Eric,” he said and touched Eric lightly on his shoulder.

Eric winced but it didn`t seem as if Rasul noticed and Eric quickly regained his normal confident stance.

We all walked over to the rest of the group and Eric introduced me. I`d already met some of them but Bill of the Long Silences, Thalia the Old and Felicia the Fair were new introductions.

Bill of the Long Silences bowed deeply, something I`d never had anyone do to me before. I`d heard of foreigners kissing women`s hands so even if Bill of the Long Silences seemed local, I kept my hands behind my back just to be sure. I didn`t want anyone slobbering on my knuckles.

“We`ve heard about you,” Thalia the Old said. “But I never thought we would have the pleasure of meeting you.”

Her dark eyes penetrated me, speaking of wisdom and the kind of experience that comes with having seen and done things – not just from being old. Thalia the Old hadn`t fought in years but I knew all the stories about her bravery and strength. I also knew that her great sorrow was to not have died in battle. Or at least that was how the stories went. She was too accomplished a warrior to be killed on the battlefield and now she would never be invited to Valhalla.

I nodded. “It`s an honor to meet you.” I wanted to tell her that I thought she was a legend. That I dreamed of being as great as she was. That she`d made men respect shieldmaidens. But all I could do was nod again.

“Maybe you want to help out training Felicia here?” she asked and I nodded again.

I knew how to train people, treading the fine line between getting rid of their bad habits without breaking them down, and called Felicia out on the ground. We both grabbed the wooden swords.

I noticed Eric picking up an ax and throwing it at the trees when I checked Felicia`s grip on her sword.

We ran through a couple of basic moves so I could decide what level she was and then we started fighting. I dodged her hits and told her when she was too open for mine. Felicia was strong and had potential but not very much confidence.

“I`ve won all my battles,” I told her. “So has Thalia. You aren`t going to lose a battle because you`re a woman. You`re going to lose it because you think you`re weak.”

“I don`t,” she claimed.

“Then prove it,” I said and Felicia started hitting harder.

After a while of heavy fighting we were both sweaty and Felicia had a hard time breathing.

“You should run more,” I said. “And lift your sword over your head 200 times a day. Your heavy sword.”

I hadn`t noticed how not only Thalia but also Bill and Eric had found rocks to sit on while watching me as I gave Felicia her lessons. Eric smiled at me when I turned in his direction but it was Bill of the Long Silences who got up and walked towards me.

“Could I interest you in a sparring?” he asked and I nodded. I always welcomed working out with new people because it gave me a taste of the different ways men fought. It prepared me for battle.

“Sure,” I said and got ready. “Wood or steel?”

“I think we`re old enough for steel, don`t you think?” he asked, looking very serious.

I nodded and went to get my training sword. It was the one I`d beaten Eric with and I couldn`t help winking at him as I turned around, flashing it in the sun. He winked back and smiled which made me laugh a little.

I turned my attention to Bill who`d also picked up his sword and was ready for me. He stood still, assessing me, waiting for me to make my first move.

I`d always preferred men who relied on their strength when they fought me. Men who would jump forward, expecting an easy kill given my small size. But Bill of the Long Silences was one of the few warriors who would use his brain and not just his muscles.

He wasn`t small and he didn`t look weak so that wasn`t the reason why he wasn`t attacking me. I looked at him, trying to prepare for his moves and then I couldn`t help grinning. He was doing what I always did – letting the opponent lay himself open by attacking. But I wasn`t playing his game. So I just waited. I knew I had the patience to wait for him for as long as it took.

And finally he was tired of just standing there. Or maybe it was the people looking at us, taunting us, telling us we were cowards. Because suddenly he jumped forward with a loud scream (so much for the Long Silences), his sword lifted high over his head.

I avoided the blow of his sword and managed to hit him in the hip. Not a killing blow, even if our swords hadn`t been blunt. But he would bruise. He pirouetted quickly and I would have had his sword in my shoulder if I hadn`t seen it coming and avoided it. I stuck my sword in his stomach, making him double over, but he swung his sword again, this time against my legs. I jumped and while in the air, I knocked the sword out of his hand. He lost balance and was down on his knees.

Bill got up and nodded at me, making me the winner of the first fight. Then he picked up his sword and we were back in a new battle.

Bill fought well but since he planned all his moves well ahead of making them, he was also very predictable. At least for me. I knocked him over, avoided his blows and was declared the winner of each of the many battles we fought.

When we were done Bill of the Long Silences bowed again and I bowed back.

“I should like to continue training with you,” he said. “Maybe tomorrow?”

“Sure,” I answered. His fighting skills were different enough for him to be more than just an ordinary practice. I actually learned something – I had to stretch myself to beat him.

Eric came over to me with some water and I drank it greedily. It was midday and the sun was hot.

“Thank you,” I said, trying to catch my breath again.

“You did very well. Bill is a good warrior.”

“Thank you,” I repeated, smiling with pride.

I`d beaten everyone I I`d been up against in battle and most everyone I`d been training with. It was only in my early days, before I`d mastered using my premonitions in battle, that I`d had to eat dirt on the training ground. But Eric`s words still warmed me.

“How is your back?” I asked.

“It`s better. I just need to practice with the sword. Maybe you would spar with me if you`re not too tired?” Eric`s blond hair was glowing in the sun and I enjoyed the way he looked at me. It wasn`t that wolfy look that told me he wanted to get between my legs. No, there was admiration in his eyes. Respect, maybe.

“Sure,” I said. “Do you want me to go easy on you?”

That killed his smile and I wasn`t sure why.

“I`m not letting you beat me again, Sookie.” His voice was cool as winter snow.

I laughed because I couldn`t help myself. “I was wondering if you needed me to go easy on you because of your back – not because I beat you in ….”

“I don`t need any special care. I`m twice your size and I can handle a bit of pain in my back.” Eric straightened up in the same menacing posture he`d had when I met him first on the battlefield.

I shook my head. “The only thing bigger than you is your ego. You`ve been bedridden for days – and with good reason. If you don`t want me to take that into account when we fight, fine. But don`t be a prick about it.”

Eric`s nostrils flared a few times but then he relaxed and his smile was back.

“I won`t be a prick,” he said, his voice indicating something I couldn`t make out. “You think you can beat me again, Sookie?”

“Not only can I beat you but I`ll have you down in the dirt before you know it,” I taunted. Warriors like Eric always fought worse when they were angry.

Unfortunately Eric`s smile never faltered. “Do you care to bet on that?” he asked.

I shrugged, pretending I didn`t care though I would rather not have him name some silly prize he wanted to fight for. “If you want. I`m going to beat you anyway.”

Eric let his hand run through his hair, his eyes on me and his lips pursed. He closed his eyes for a few moments and then he smiled.

“We fight five battles. Whoever wins the most battles wins. A killing blow names the winner,” he said.

“And the winner wins …?” I asked.

“The winner can name his prize when he`s won,” he answered with a grin.

“When she`s won, you mean,” I said, mimicking his stupid grin.

“You`re not going to beat me this time, Sookie.” Eric was full of confidence. Full of bullshit, actually, but in his case it was the same.

“Grab your sword, big boy,” I said. “And let`s see what you can manage. I may let you beat me once so you don`t have to end up crying on my shoulder but I`ll have you on the ground at least four times.”

“Big boy?” he asked and his laughter didn`t stop until my sword hit his so hard he almost dropped it.

And with that the fight was on.

Eric was as quick as I remembered him and it didn`t seem as if his healing wounds held him back at all. He jumped and he struck and he almost knocked me over more than once. I thanked all the gods for the gift they`d given me or Eric would have had me on my back in no time. He really was an amazing warrior and one could tell he loved to fight. I did too, but not as much as he did.

I dodged most of his blows and the ones that landed on me were not close to being deadly. They were a surprise, though. Usually I kept myself clear of all blows, all swords and axes and spears. That was my gift.

But with Eric it seemed I knew just a tiny moment too late what he was going to do. Not too late to avoid being knocked over, but enough for him to give me bruises.

I hurt him worse than he hurt me, luckily. If we hadn`t fought with blunt swords, Eric would have been bleeding from his legs, hips and his arm. I couldn`t seem to be able to hit him higher, his being so terribly tall.

We circled each other, our swords smashing together – something I would do anything to avoid in the future since my sword hand hurt like all the torments of the Jötunns after my hard blow – trying to knock each other down.

Finally I managed to get him off balance when he jumped me in a two-step I saw coming. I hit his knees hard – it had worked before, it could work again – and kicked him in his hip. He went down sideways and the surprised look on his face was worth a barrel of gold.

Not wanting to miss my victory, I jumped on top of him, landing with a foot on each side of him, and situated the tip of my sword at his chest. Not hard, but just to mark that he would have been killed if these had been real swords and this were a real fight.

I heard clapping and saw Thalia, Felicia, Bill and the rest of them giving me nods and other kinds of approval and turned to take a bow but then, out of the corner of my eye, I noticed Eric back on his feet so I turned towards him and the fight was back on.

He was even harder to predict now. It was as if I only knew in the last moment what he was going to do. I still managed to deal him some hard blows and after a very rough match, I had him on the ground again, my sword pressed against his chest.

I wiped the sweat off my brow and had a drink of water but when I felt a motion behind me I had to throw the cup away and jump to the side, Eric`s sword barely missing me.

I was tired now but one got tired in a battle too so it was great practice. I focused on the tall blond and his moves, having even greater problems predicting what he was going to do. He took sidesteps I didn`t see before he was in the air – lifted his sword when I was sure he was going to move it downwards.

Frustrated over not being able to trust the abilities that had saved me so often, I jumped higher, hit harder and tried my best to knock Eric over again.

Imagine my surprise when his sword hit my chest in what would have been a death blow if we`d not fought with blunt swords.

“And you`re dead,” Eric the Northman said in a level voice.

“I told you I would let you win one of the five.” I tried to keep my voice light, convincing, but inside I was in turmoil. Eric the Northman had beaten me? He`d landed a blow that I hadn`t seen coming? How had that happened?

I took a deep breath, trying to settle my nerves.

“Indeed you did.” Eric smiled and I knew he didn`t believe I`d thrown the fight.

I was going to show him. Two more games. I only needed to win one of them to win it all.

The next fight went even worse. I searched my brain for clues as to what Eric was going to do but every time I found one, he did something else entirely. Soon I was bruised all over my arms and legs and the final blow – his sword at my back just where my heart was pounding – was less of a surprise than all the rest of them. I just saw it too late to be able to do anything about it.

I wiped my brow again and caught Felicia the Fair`s eyes. She was looking at me as if I were betraying her. As if I were supposed to prove something to her. Instead I was confirming her worst fears.

I shook my head – this last game was mine. Eric the Northman was not going to beat me now. He was not going to prove to Felicia that he was a better fighter than I was just because he was bigger.

With a loud scream I threw myself at him and my first blow was hard and should have knocked him to the ground. My second one was even harder. I hit him in the thigh, something that would have brought him to his knees if the sword had been a real one.

As it was, my blow only made him grunt in pain and he hit my sword arm before I could jump out of his reach. Then his mind projected to me that he was going to jump to the right and I turned to meet the attack – only to find that he was jumping to the left and before I knew what was happening, I was on my back on the ground, Eric the Northman on all fours, straddling my body.

Slowly he raised his sword and laid it softly on my neck.

Then he bent down, his mouth on my neck. “You`re dead,” he whispered and licked a trail of sweat that was rolling down my throat.

I wanted to slap him but I accepted defeat. Anything else would be without honor.

“How did you do it?” I asked in a low voice.

“How did I, big muscular man, beat you, small woman?” he taunted.

“You know I fight well. I haven`t been beaten by anyone since I was 15.”

Eric was still straddling me, still kissing my neck.

I quickly glanced around to see if people were still watching us but apparently they`d found better things to do and the crowd was gone.

“It`s true, Sookie. You are an amazing warrior. But I found your weakness and I used it against you.”

“My weakness?” I asked.

“I know how you do it. I know you can predict your opponents` moves.” Eric said it in a very low voice so that no one could hear him – not that anyone was around. “I`ve watched you, you know. And I`m worried. Just like I rely too much on my height and strength, you rely too much on this. You need to diversify. To learn how to predict moves by looking at your opponent. I`ll teach you.”

“Oh, great. Just the ego boost you need – to teach me how to fight.”

Eric laughed. “Oh, you`ll beat me again, I`m sure.”

Without my noticing it, Eric`s body had fallen down on mine – heavy and hot.

“I suppose you`ll want your prize now,” I said, knowing just what he wanted from me.

Which was why his answer came as a surprise.

“Yes. I want you to answer me three questions. One for each battle I won.”

“You want answers?” I asked. “I thought ….”

“If you want to have sex with me, I`ll be happy to oblige, Sookie, but I figured that would be your prize, not mine.”

I rolled my eyes but Eric was too busy kissing by collarbone to notice.

“Let me up and I`ll answer your questions,” I grunted.

I`d thought Eric would stay on top of me but he rolled back on his feet and got up. Then he gave me a hand and helped me up too.

After having brushed off some of the dirt from my clothes, I looked at Eric.

“What is your first question?” I asked.

Eric smiled at me. “Oh, my first question is easy enough: What happened between you and Claude?”


A/N:

I hope you liked this chapter. Sword fights are always good, right? Or is that just me? *cough*

Runes

Northman Maille asked if runes were pictorial or letters like ours. They were letters. Runes as letters were used from around year 200 to several hundred years after the last Viking went to his grave. With Christianity we got the Latin letters too and they were used for most official documents while runes were used for shorter messages and more personal writings.

Not many runes have survived from the Viking age up until today. What we have are mainly the runes carved in stones and as you can imagine they didn`t have long messages. Most of the tunes carved into branches etc have disappeared ages ago.

Runes weren`t just letters. Not to the Vikings, at least. Runes were several things. In the sagas you will find whispered words and magical signs called runes but also the letters we know as runes today.

There are several rune alphabets and the number of letters in the rune alphabet goes from 16 to 26.

Odin and Frigg

I figured I would give you a little story about the gods as well. Today Odin is much more well-known than his wife Frigg but to the Vikings these two married people were equals and they often fought over domination – over who controlled human fates better.

From time to time Odin and Frigg would make bets with each other by playing with human lives to see who would win. In one of the stories Odin and Frigg are farmers and find the two sons of King Raudung stranded on the beach.

Odin adopts Geirrød and Frigg takes Agnar as her son. They take care of the two children all winter and when spring comes they put them on a boat to take them home. Just when they are about to set sails Odin whispers something to Geirrød that no one else hears.

When Geirrød and Agnar land in their home country, Geirrød jumps from the boat first and pushes it to sea again before Agnar manages to jump ashore. Geirrød then walks to his father`s house where he is greeted and made king since his father had died during the winter. Agnar lands in a grotto where he marries a jætte.

Odin taunts Frigg by saying, “Look at my son. He is king now. Your son lives in a grotto with ajætte.”

Frigg decides to trick Odin and tells him Geirrød is cheap and doesn`t treat his guests well – one of the worst sins back then. Odin refuses to believe this and visits Geirrød in disguise but Frigg has already sent her maid Fulla to warn Geirrød about the terrible sorcerer who has come to the country to put a spell on Geirrød.

When Geirrød sees Odin he doesn`t recognize him but thinks he is the sorcerer Fulla warned him about so he ties him up between two bonfires and refuses him food and drink. Odin is very thirsty and hungry and his cape is on fire.

What Odin doesn`t know is that Geirrød has a son named Agnar and according to the sagas, his brother`s soul is in his son`s body. Agnar, the son of Geirrød, recognizes Odin and immediately brings him food and drink and puts the cape-fire out.

Odin thanks him by saying some of his words of wisdom and Geirrød recognizes him too. He runs to help Odin but stumbles on the sword he was cleaning and lands upon it and kills himself in the fall.

Agnar is made king and is king for a longer time than Geirrød and Frigg wins the bet because her foster-son honored the guest and he was king longer than Odin`s foster-son.

This story may be a bit boring to most people today but I think it says a lot about how the Vikings viewed their gods. The Viking gods would gladly have people die just to win a bet against their spouses. And, though Odin and Frigg loved each other and respected each other, they also kept making bets they took very seriously. I kind of see these two gods have major pillow fights with each other – only using the fates of men and women as their pillows.

A/N:

Arrgh to Fanfictiondotnet. Several of you complained that you never got the any notice about my last chapter and some of you couldn`t review it. I`m very grateful for your PMs and tweets on the matter though the problems annoyed me to no end.

I will try to post a chapter to this story every Sunday (or Monday) so if Fanfictiondotnet acts up again, check out the story next Sunday and there may be a chapter waiting for you.

I want to thank Suki59 for all her great betaing and encouragements.

I don`t own Eric and Sookie. Charlaine Harris does. If they`d been mine they would have had swords and said their prayers to Odin, Thor and Freya.


The next couple of nights I slept in Jason`s and Claude`s bed, not wanting to accidentally hurt Eric by touching his back in my sleep. During the day I made sure Eric had enough to eat and drink and I carefully rubbed the ointments Pam had made into his wounds to make them heel faster.

Claude volunteered to help him whenever he needed to pee – walking him to the place close to the forest where everyone went.

On the fourth day, Eric`s wounds looked better and he seemed to have some of his old energy back –if one was to judge from that wolfy grin he sported when I entered the house after an afternoon of sparring with Jason and Claude. I`d been down by the river and had washed myself after the practice but my clothes were dirty and wet from a combination of sweat and river water and my hair was in a very messy braid. In short, I was not in a state to cause any kind of horny looks.

Eric had probably been in his bed for too long and was bored.

Jason had decided to go check out Nordby which translated into checking out anyone who would let him have sex with her. Claude came back with me and was currently brooding on his bed.

I walked over to Eric, told him to turn to lie on his stomach and then I started spreading the ointment on his back. When I was done, I pulled back and looked at him lying there. Eric was handsome and even if I wanted to, I couldn’t deny that fact.

I hadn`t been attracted to anyone in a long time and Eric was the wrong place to start. He was too handsome. I`d seen what being handsome had done to Jason – and Claude for that matter – so I avoided men with great looks. Unless it was just for one night and even the one-night lovers had been sparse the last couple of years. Or non-existing.

Eric was definitely not a one-night lover and therefor he wasn`t a lover at all. Eric had heartbreak written all over him and I liked my heart non-broken, thank you very much.

“Come lie next to me, my wife,” Eric said in a low voice.

“I`m not your wife.”

“Come lie next to me,” he repeated as if he hadn`t heard what I said.

I was just about to get up and walk out when the door opened. Before I could turn to see who was entering, Eric scrambled to get up.

A quick glance over my shoulder made me straighten up too and then I helped Eric who was off balance from trying to get out of his bed too quickly.

“My Queen,” Eric said and nodded.

“Eric,” she responded. Andre Beardless was with her and so was another man. A dark haired man who, in stark contrast to Andre Beardless, smiled. He was one of those people you couldn`t help liking because of his very simple facial expression of making his lips curl upwards. “You were to come and introduce me to your new wife but I understand you`ve been indisposed. I hope you will be better soon.”

She may have hoped Eric would be better but she sounded indifferent.

“I am much better already.”

The queen looked from me to Eric and back at me, waiting for Eric to continue talking.

“This is Sookie the Shieldmaiden,” Eric said. “And this is Queen Sophie-Anne.” Eric looked at the other two men. “Andre Beardless you already know, and this is Rasul the Friendly.” Eric made a gesture to the dark haired man with the heartwarming smile. I could certainly see how he`d won his name.

I wasn`t sure how to greet royalty so I made an awkward curtsy. Queen Sophie-Anne gave me a nod.

“I am pleased to have you among my warriors, Sookie,” she said. “I pride myself with having shieldmaidens in my army and I hear you are an even better sword fighter than Pamela. Your skills will become very important soon. When I use you on the battlefield, my uncle will learn a valuable lesson.”

Since I wasn`t sure what she was referring to I just nodded.

“Felipe claims women can`t fight or rule.” It was Eric who came to my rescue and explained the situation. “Pamela has taken down more of his warriors than anyone else, thus proved him wrong on several occasions. Felipe doesn`t appreciate that.”

“Which is why I try to keep sending shieldmaidens his way.” A small smile touched Queen Sophie-Anne`s lips but disappeared quickly again. “I should like to see you follow in your sister-in-law`s footsteps” Queen Sophie-Anne continued. “I enjoy having my uncle ridiculed. I shall enjoy it even more to see him dead.”

I knew the queen was my age but she looked years younger. Her eyes, though, were old. I figured ruling a country would do that to a person.

“I shall do my best.” I curtsied again, cursing myself for my lack of knowledge about the proper way to address a queen and then reminding myself that I wasn`t her subject. Or was I – through this pretend marriage to Eric? Or by being her warrior?

“I will look forward to it. This last raid of ours has brought Felipe close to a breaking point. He is losing support and knows he has to kill me soon or he will find himself a head shorter. His men will slit his throat before I do if he doesn`t find a way to get me off the throne. With you fighting for me, Sookie, he will be one step closer to dying. My uncle`s days are numbered and I should love to take a bath in his blood.”

I enjoyed a good fight and never minded the blood pouring over me when I had slashed someone`s artery. But I never talked about the pleasure of killing. Especially not the killing of family members. But what did I know about being a queen and the ruthlessness it took?

After stressing again how much she looked forward to using me in some elaborate plan to kill her uncle, Queen Sophie-Anne and her retinue left Eric`s house and Eric sat down on the bed.

“I need to get back in fighting shape,” he said and slid his hand through his hair.

The door opened again and Pam and her kids entered, carrying what smelled like food. She looked at Eric and me and then she gave Claude who was still lying on his bed in the far corner of the house a nod. It wasn`t until now I realized he had been in the room all along and neither Eric nor I had introduced him to the queen. I guess I had been too busy curtsying.

“Will you help me get dinner ready, Claude?” she asked.

Claude grunted something but got up and started helping Pamela. I went over there to help out too and soon we had bread and meat on the table and mead in our cups. Eric came over to sit down next to me, Claude sat down next to Pamela and we all dug in. Now that food was gliding down my throat, I realized just how hungry I`d been. After all, Jason, Claude and I had been sparring all day.

I thought of Jason but figured he was fed somewhere else. Or at least he was sated somehow.

Pamela`s children were excited and couldn`t stop talking. Claude was frowning but I couldn`t help smiling at the children. You would have to have a heart made out of rock – or be named Claude – to not be charmed by Quinn and Frannie.

When we`d eaten, the children started begging their mother to tell them a story.

“Which one do you want?” Pamela asked.

“We want to hear the one about Odin learning how to read the runes,” Quinn yelled before his sister could come up with a different suggestion.

Pamela started telling the children about Odin being tormented and almost killed and then hanging from the mighty tree of Yggdrasil for nine nights.

“And when he woke up after the ninth night, Hel, the mistress of the kingdom of Death taught him the secrets of the runes. He learned the magic of reading them,” she finished. Pamela leaned back after having told her story.

Pamela was a good storyteller. The story of Odin and the runes was slightly different from how we told it back home but it was still a story that took my breath away – just like runes did. One could almost feel the magic coming out from them and one would have to have special powers to understand them – just like Amelia the Witch did back home.

“I have another story of runes and magic.” Claude had been silent for some time but now he spoke up.

I smiled. Claude was an amazing storyteller and though I`d heard his stories plenty of times I looked forward to hearing one of them again.

“Go on, then!” Frannie yelled.

Pamela smiled, first at Frannie and then to Claude. “Yes, go on, then,” she said.

“A wanderer came to a village,” he started and I knew which story this was. “The village was struck with grief because the daughter of the chieftain was sick. She was on her deathbed.”

Both Quinn and Frannie looked at Claude with huge, round eyes. “Was she pretty?” Frannie asked.

“Oh, she was very pretty. Every young man in the village was in love with her but none more than that young man who sat outside her house and cried.”

“He cried?” Quinn asked, apparently stunned that this could happen to a grown up.

“He was devastated,” Claude continued. “And soon the wanderer found out why.”

“Why?” Frannie whispered.

“The man who was crying was the reason why the girl was sick. The wanderer found a whale bone with a rune inscription in the girl`s bed and as you know, the runes are magical. This magic had turned the girl sick and would have killed her if the wanderer hadn`t found it.”

“Who had put the runes in her bed?” Frannie held her breath, waiting for the answer. Actually we all did – even I and I had heard the story before.

“The man who was crying,” Claude said in a low voice.

Frannie gasped and her eyes were huge. “Why did he want to kill the girl?” Frannie asked. “I thought he loved her?”

“He did, but she didn`t love him.”

“Did he try to kill her because she didn`t love him?” Now it was Pamela`s turn to ask.

“No, he really did love her and he didn`t want her dead. But he was not very good with the magic runes. He thought he had made runes compelling her to love him back but he had gotten them wrong. Runes are very easy to mix up, you know.” Claude looked at the kids.

Both children nodded.

“The young man wasn`t patient. He didn`t want to wait for the girl to love him back. Instead he was rushing her. And he could have killed her. Runes are very dangerous.”

The children nodded again.

“What happened to the young man?” Quinn asked.

“He died from grief,” Claude said in a low voice.

“Why? I thought the girl he loved survived.” Frannie leaned over the table to get closer to Claude.

“The girl survived but she could never love a man who couldn`t wait for her love to come naturally.”

I`d been looking at the children throughout Claude`s storytelling but something made me turn my head in his direction. Claude was staring at Eric.

“Love can never be rushed,” Claude said with a nod.

And with that Claude leaned back and smiled one of his rare smiles. Eric looked at him but I couldn`t read his expression.

Pamela started getting the children ready for bed and I went outside. I needed to wash and get ready for the night too so I went down to the stream and washed my face, neck and arms.

When I came back, Pam and her children were in bed but both Claude and Eric were gone.

“Claude is helping Eric get ready for bed,” Pamela explained when she saw me staring at Eric`s empty bed.

I walked over to the bed I was sharing with Claude and Jason and pulled the covers back. I got under the all the furs and blankets and stretched out – exhausted after the day`s exercise. I was half asleep when Claude crawled under the covers with me.

A giggle woke me up hours later. I was trying to fall asleep again when Jason whispered – as much as a drunken man can whisper – into my ear. “Could I have the bed? I want to …”

Then I heard the giggle again. Jason had met a girl and instead of taking her to the woods or down to the beach, he`d decided to take her back to Eric`s house so that he could kick both his sister and his cousin out of the bed where they were so deeply asleep.

“Jason,” I groaned, hoping he would go away in shame. Of course, Jason didn`t know the concept and pulled back our covers to make us leave.

“You can sleep here, Claude,” Pamela whispered from the other side of the room.

Why had she asked Claude and not me? I knew the answer, of course. Pamela saw me as Eric`s wife – or at least Eric`s something. I sighed and got up. Then I walked over to Eric`s bed and got in, hoping Eric wouldn`t pay too much attention to suddenly having a bedmate again. Soon I was fast asleep again and just before I fell asleep I felt Eric`s arm around my waist.

Eric`s hand wasn`t on my waist or stomach when I woke up in the morning. It was on my left breast. I could hear from his even breathing that he was still asleep so instead of telling him to move his hand – something I probably wouldn`t have done anyway since I was a doer, not a talker – I got out of bed and went outside to wash myself and to pee.

When I came back inside Eric was awake and lifted the furs and blankets to invite me back into bed. As tempting as the warm furs were, lying down with Eric was not. Especially not with him grinning the way he was. The waggling eyebrows were also a warning sign. So I got dressed instead.

I looked around and saw Jason snoring alone in his bed. Apparently the woman he`d thrown all of his immediate family out of bed for wasn`t the type to stay and say hello to his sister. Which was fine by me. I`d greeted too many women with high hopes of being “the one” in Jason`s life. They would always try and befriend me – their future sister-in-law. And when Jason eventually broke their hearts, most of them blamed me. As if I had any control over Jason`s love life. I was more than busy enough trying to keep him alive.

A discreet glance at Pamela`s bed landed me a bigger surprise. Pamela was in the middle of the bed, sleeping on her side with her arm around her children. But what had me looking closer was Claude, who was curled up behind her, and the hand he had around her waist. There was nothing sexual about it, of course, but there was a tenderness I`d never seen in Claude before.

I shrugged and started a fire so that I could cook the porridge we were having for breakfast. I was so busy trying to make the little glows of fire lighten up that I didn`t notice Eric standing next to me. What was it with Eric and his ways of surprising me?

“I need your help today, Sookie,” he said in a low voice.

I nodded slowly without looking at him.

“I need to get out. I need to work on my fighting skills,” he explained.

I nodded again. “I was planning on training after breakfast,” I said. “You could come with me.”

I preferred training with Jason but that was mainly because I wanted Jason to be in the best shape he could be in. It would be good for me to work out with someone else. Someone with different moves and skills.

Plus I wasn`t saying no to beating Eric again. He was healed enough for me to stop nursing him. Now was the time to start knocking him down.

It would be good for him.


A/N

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The Nordic Gods

First of all – their name. I prefer referring to them as Nordic gods like I refer to Zeus and Athene as Greek gods and Mars and Venus as Roman gods. I know it`s common to refer to them as Åsatro (which means Åsa belief) but around here that`s mainly used for people who believe in Odin and Thor today. And I could write chapters, most of them very sad, on how the Nordic gods have been used and misused these last 100 years.

We refer to the old gods as Norrøne, which can be translated as Norse, but I`ll go with Nordic. Easier on the tongue to say Nordic gods instead of Norse gods. Not that I`m actually talking to you right now…

As I`ve said earlier, the Vikings didn`t write much down. They were a society of story-tellers and the stories of the gods were some of the most popular stories told on those long, dark winter evenings – and on the sunny summer nights..

I`m sure most of you have heard the names of some of the Nordic gods before but I`ll give you a run-through of some of them anyway. But first I have to say that to understand the Nordic gods, you need to put aside all thoughts of gods always being right, just or kind. The Nordic gods had human traits and human flaws and sometimes those flaws were so serious it would cost the lives of other gods.

Odin: He was the most powerful and wisest of all the gods. He ruled Valhalla and was married toFrigg – the most powerful female god. He got his wisdom from sacrificing one of his eyes to be allowed to drink from the Well of Knowledge. He did it because he needed to understand the world he`d created. His two ravens Hugin and Munin saw everything that went on in the world of humans. Odin had his own shieldmaidens – the Valkyries. They would search every battle for courageous men and would bring them to Odin who would throw them a party like only a god could.

Even if Odin was married to Frigg, he had children with other women too. Thor was the son of Odin and Fjorgyn. Thor was the second most powerful god. He was the god of thunder and the weather in general. Like Odin, Thor was also a warrior god. Odin`s mood would change quite a bit and he wasn`t known to be very smart.
He owned the hammer Mjølner which would always come back to him when he called for it.

Frigg was very beautiful and also very powerful. She is the goddess of love and destiny. I`ve always found her a bit of a sad character because of what happened to her son Balder. Frigg asked all plants and creatures to never hurt Balder. But she forgot one, the mistletoe. Loke (I think you call him Loki in English) – who was known for his mischiefs – heard this and had an arrow made out of mistletoe and through deceit, he had Balder shot and killed by this arrow. Frigg always blamed herself for her son`s death since she`d not made the mistletoe promise to never hurt him.

Loke was Odin`s blood brother or foster brother and was therefore respected among the gods. But he was a trickster and a god most people today have a hard time understanding. He would trick his fellow gods and would be severely punished but he was not looked upon as “bad”. He wasn`t like Lucifer in the Christian belief. Loke was a shapeshifter and has been portrayed as taking the shape of a number of different animals.
Loke was the one to cause Ragnarok – or the end of the world. This was his final trick.

Freya: She was one of the most popular goddesses and was the goddess of love and fertility. She was called upon when women were pregnant and also in matters of love. Freya was also a warrior god (who wasn`t?) and a god of death.
Freya was so popular the Icelandic chief Hjalte Skjeggson was made “peaceless” or an outlaw in the year 999 for making fun of her in a poem. He had to escape Iceland or he would have been killed. Ring any bells for religious practices today?

There were a lot of gods but these were the most important. If you want to know more about other gods, or want to hear some of their stories, just let me know. And please let me know if you think it`s boring because I might just tell you the stories of the gods if no one stops me.

Final note: Do you think the first two people on earth were Adam and Eve (or Lucy and some other prehistoric man)? You would be wrong, of course. The first two people on earth were Askand Embla. Ask any Viking and he or she will tell you :-)

A/N:

Thank you so much for all your comments and reviews. I love getting them!

I also want to thank Suki59 for being such an outstanding beta and for all our discussions about fanfiction and romance.

Charlaine Harris owns every character in this story. If they`d been mine, they would all have had a sword – not just Eric. Maybe there would have been more “bowling for vampires” :-)


It wasn`t Eric but Pamela who ended up showing us around in Nordby. Eric went to see the families of the men who`d been killed in the battle or drowned on the way home, which I found admirable. It couldn`t be easy to meet grieving widows, parents and children but I knew it had to be done.

I remembered how torn Sam had been every time we came home, thrilled over the battles we`d won and the loot we were bringing home but for Sam there was also the rounds he`d had to make to the families of those who didn`t return.

We all knew that each raid could be the last one but none of us really believed it.

“Eric will take you to meet Queen Sophie-Anne later,” Pamela explained while trying to hold onto two children who were both behaving like a barrel of ants.

She`d taken me to the marked, the blacksmith and showed me where we could wash ourselves. Now we were walking towards the house she was sharing with her brother.

“Do you want me to carry one of them?” I asked though I had never been very good with children. It was just that Pamela seemed to need the help and it would be a cold day in Hekla before Jason or Claude volunteered.

Pam pulled one kid away from her neck and into my arms and I looked into a couple of blue eyes that resembled those of the kid`s uncle.

“So what is your name?” I asked but my accent made him pull back and I saw a wail coming up.

“This is auntie Sookie, Quinn. Behave yourself.” Pamela`s voice wasn`t strict and the upcoming cry turning into a shy smile.

“Aren`t you a cutie?” I tried but apparently one didn`t call little boys “cutie” because he stuck his lower lip out in protest. I tried a different angle. “Are you a fierce warrior?” I asked and the little boy nodded.

“I am too,” the little girl in Pamela`s arms said.

“This is Frannie,” Pamela explained.

“Do you want me to teach you some tricks with the sword?” I asked both kids, before I had thought it through. But I figured I was supposed to stay here for a while so I might as well get along with people. That included the children.

If the kids had been like ants before they were like a pit of snakes now, cheering over my offer, so when Pamela put Frannie down, I did the same with Quinn.

Claude sighed loudly when the kids ran ahead of us towards what I assumed was Eric and Pamela`s house and I remembered how Claude wasn`t particularly fond of children. Or, at least that was what he kept telling people – to Gran`s shock and outrage.

Gran had been fine with Claude preferring male company to female but saying no to children was something she had never accepted. “You will find a nice girl who doesn`t mind not sharing your bed every night,” she`d repeatedly declared. A declaration that had always made Claude shrug.

I knew the truth behind Claude stating that he didn`t want children, of course, and it had nothing to do with his preference for men.

Poor Gran had never hidden the fact that she wanted great-grandchildren and all she got was a grandson who preferred men, another grandson who loved women but never enough to settle down with one of them and a granddaughter who loved her sword more than she would ever care for any man.

“They are cute,” I told Pamela while nodding at her children. I wasn`t sure if she`d heard Claude`s sigh but I wanted to make up for it.

“They are a handful,” she replied. “Just like Eric and I were.”

“Sounds like Sookie and me,” Jason commented and Claude went from sighing to snorting.

“And Claude, of course,” I added.

The kids ran into a house and Pamela motioned for us to follow them inside. I went in after Pamela and took a quick look around. This longhouse was slightly different from ours – the walls seemed less solid and the smoke-hole in the roof was larger. But the beds along the walls, the large table and the benches surrounding it were just like ours.

“That`s Eric`s bed, so I suppose it`ll be yours as well, Sookie.” She pointed at one of the beds. “The kids and I are sharing that bed.” She pointed at another one. “And I suppose you two can share the bed we use for guests.”

I was surprised to see another house with just three beds. Did Eric, Pamela and her children live all alone?

I realized I didn`t know much about Eric. I`d assumed he had parents and possibly more siblings. And what about the children`s father? I didn`t want to ask but Claude was less sensitive than I was.

“Where is your husband?” he asked.

Pamela was quiet a few moments then she said, “He`s dead.”

There was absolutely nothing in Pamela`s reply that invited follow-up questions but Claude was on a roll. “Why didn`t you remarry?”

Pam stared at him. If she were trying to kill him by looking at him, I could inform her that it was impossible. I`d tried. Many times.

“I don`t particularly care for men,” she said and that was the hardest verbal slap I`d ever heard. I blushed on behalf of Claude but he carried on.

“That was what I thought. I`m not too fond of women.”

That made Pamela smile and the change was extreme. She went from Pamela the Bloody to Pamela Milkmaid in the wink of an eye.

“How about Sookie?” Pamela asked Claude.

I was about to tell her I was standing right there and could give her a full statement on which people I did and did not like to share my furs with but Claude beat me to it.

“Sookie? No, Sookie doesn`t like anyone. Not like that, at least.”

Pamela laughed as if it were some kind of inside joke I didn`t get. Jason looked at me for explanations but I just shrugged.

I was about to suggest we take a look at some more of Nordby when a big kid opened the door and came inside. He was struggling to catch his breath.

“Eric has asked everyone to come to the Gods` house,” he said. “He is offering atonement.” Then he ran out and I could hear him shout the news to someone just outside.

I frowned and looked at Pamela. “Atonement?”

Without saying anything Pamela grabbed each of her kids by the hand and walked out. Jason, Claude and I followed.

The Gods` house was in the outskirts of Nordby, close to a forest. It was a large house made from tar-clad timber. We hurried inside along with the other people – what seemed like everyone else living in Nordby. Pamela pulled Frannie up to sit on her hip and I did the same to Quinn.

At first I found it hard to see anything and I waited for my eyes to adjust to the lack of sunlight. It was dark in the Gods` house apart from the light from the fireplace at the other end from where we were standing.

Eric stood next to the fire, naked from his waist up. He looked at all the people pushing each other to get inside but he didn`t seem to notice any of them. His arms were hanging down by his sides and he was breathing heavily. I saw his lips move as in some kind of silent prayer but that was the only movement apart from his chest going up and down.

When it seemed everyone was there – or maybe the Gods` house was too full to let anyone else enter – Eric closed his eyes for a few moments, took a deep breath, and opened them again.

“I am back from the battle and I brought Chow with me. But as you all know, I lost many good men to the sea.” Eric`s voice came through very clearly but when he paused there was a murmur in his audience. “I have brought grief to their families and I want to atone for that.” Eric picked up what looked like a branch with no leaves from the floor. “I want a representative for everyone who has lost a man on my boat to step forward.” Eric paused again while men and women, some old and some around Eric`s age, walked up next to him. “I invite you to strike me and to put all your grief and anger onto my back.”

And with that, Eric turned around, got down on his knees and leaned into a large rock next to the fireplace.

Some of the people who`d stepped forward shook their heads and I heard a man say “no” but Eric stayed where he was until a young woman grabbed the stick and turned towards the crowd.

“I do not blame Eric the Northman for the death of my husband, Clancy,” she said. “But I respect his wishes for atonement and I shall give him that.”

The light from the fireplace glimmered in the tear that rolled down her cheek when she went to Eric. Slowly she raised the stick and then she struck Eric`s back.

“I have stricken you with this stick, Eric. All anger concerning Clancy`s death is in that wound on your back. You shall never be blamed for it.”

I cringed inside even if she hadn`t hit him as hard as she could have. We had our own traditions of atonements, of course, but I`d never before seen so many being invited to the atonement of one man. It was too much. Too harsh.

“It wasn`t Eric`s fault,” I whispered to Pamela. “The storm was sudden. We were lucky to survive it.”

Pamela nodded. “Eric needs this.”

Other people came forward, grabbed the stick, made a little speech, hit Eric and then told him that all anger concerning their family member`s untimely death was in that wound on his back. Some hit him harder than others, some cried and some had faces like stone, but all of them seemed relieved after having hit Eric.

When a representative for each of the men who had lost their lives had hit Eric, a small woman stepped forward. Even if her clothes and jewelry hadn`t spoken their own truth about her, the woman`s youth and the way she held her head high in spite of her small size made me realize that this was Queen Sophie-Anne.

“It is honorable of you to make atonement, Eric, when really we should be blaming whomever blew up the storms and made the waves. I respect your decision and will remind you that I also lost greatly on that boat. I did not lose a father or a son. I did not lose a husband or a brother. But I lost many fine men who could have fought wars in the years to come. So I will strike you one time for each man I`ve lost.”

A collective gasp went through the crowd and I found myself holding my hand in front of my mouth. Eric would be stricken one more time for each man that was dead?

I could see the muscles on Eric`s back tighten and then he relaxed.

“I am ready,” he said in a loud voice. “I ask for atonement from you as well, My Queen.”

And with that Queen Sophie-Anne raised the stick and hit Eric one time for each of the men that had drowned going home from battle. She didn`t hit unnecessarily hard but she still left marks on Eric. His back had pink welts from his shoulders to his hips and blood ran down in thin streams.

She looked composed while hitting him. I could see no anger and no remorse. She was hitting him because she thought this was the correct thing to do.

When she`d finished hitting Eric, she handed the stick to Andre Beardless and walked over to stand next to Eric.

“You may rise now, Eric, and receive atonement from everyone here.”

She held out her hand and he grabbed it and got up. He staggered a bit but managed to do so without leaning too much on the queen. Then he turned around and looked at the crowd. He took a deep breath and nodded.

It was obvious that people were impressed or at least appreciated what he`d done. There were cheers and shouts and then people started moving to get out of the building. Queen Sophie-Anne let go of Eric`s hand and exited the Gods` house with everyone else.

Eric stood there, watching, but I could see he was in bad shape so I handed Quinn over to a surprised Claude and dug my way through the crowd to Eric.

I didn`t want to help him until everyone had left the Gods` house – it was important for him to show strength now – but I stood close by just in case he lost his footing and needed support.

When the building was empty, apart from Eric and me, I walked closer, grabbed his arm and pulled it over my shoulder and then I forced him to lean into me.

Eric groaned when we started walking and I tried not to touch his back with the arm I had around him. That left his hips and I had a firm grip there.

I wanted to tell him how impressed I was but the words got stuck in my mouth. I tried several times on our walk back to his house and finally, when I saw Pamela waiting at the door to her and Eric`s house, I managed to open my mouth.

“You did good, Eric,” I said.

I wasn`t sure if he`d heard me so I looked up into his face.

His eyes were closed but he smiled.

I smiled too.


A/N:

I hope you enjoyed this chapter!

Vikings and honor

I have no idea if the Vikings would do what Eric did in this chapter but I know that atonement was important to them because it`s so closely linked to honor – which was the root of their existence. Without honor – no life.

An example of how important honor was is the story about the Vikings who sailed up to a rich man`s house in the dead of night. They tip-toed their way into the house while the rich man was away and they stole all his gold and silver.

On their way out from the raid the Vikings stopped and looked at each other, full of shame. Only men without honor would raid a house without making their presence known. Only a thief would do that and these men were no thieves – they were honorable raiders.

So they went back to the man`s house and set fire to it so that no one could say they were without honor.

Honor wasn`t just important to the Vikings. Many people both before and after the Vikings have valued honor very highly. I read somewhere that in the beginning of the 19th century almost 40 percent of the young men of the English nobility were killed in duels, defending their – or someone else`s – honor.

It was the same with the Vikings. I`ve read complaints from Iceland where whole villages were without men. Not because the sons and husbands were out raiding or bringing back fortunes but because they were out challenging each other to various dangerous games that would have been dishonorable not to participate in. Games that killed so many of them.

These games could be jumping from one cliff to the next – jumps that were deadly if one lost one`s footing or couldn`t jump far enough. Or they could be running on oars which was a game where men would hold up the oars on a boat and the men competing would jump from one slippery oar to the next.

And, of course, they would challenge each other into battles. One could always find some insult that one needed to settle with one`s swords or ax. Maybe someone`s grandfather had called one`s grandmother a bad name some fifty years ago.

fffbone asked me if family was important to the Vikings and it was. Family was closely linked to honor and one would defend the honor of one`s family with one`s life – even if one had a falling out with the family.

The strange thing, though, was how friends often were more important than family. A man you`d been to battle with and maybe been on the same boat with for years would be closer to your heart than a family member you hadn`t seen in a long time. And you would defend his honor with your life.

Your brother could become your enemy when your parents died and you were to divide their land between you but your weapon-brother would always be there for you and therefor you would always be there for him as well.

There are several tales about Vikings who`ve chosen their friends before their family and by that they live up to the more modern phrase “You choose your friends – not your family.”

A/N: I hope Fanfiction doesn`t die on us all what with all the problems the site has had these last couple of weeks (and Fanfiction is the reason why I didn`t post yesterday – I was all ready but Fanfiction wasn`t). I want to thank all of you for the nice reviews – and the tweets when fanfiction didn`t work.

I also want to thank Suki59 for being my beta. This story just wouldn`t be the same (or exist at all) without her.

Charlaine Harris created the characters in this story and she owns them all. I just took them home with me and sent them to my favorite time in history.


Claude, Jason and I were already on Andre Beardless` longboat and so were Chow and Eric. The ship was ready to leave and we were only waiting for Andre Beardless finishing up his talks with Sam.

Sam Dogbreath and Andre Beardless had walked down to the beach together and I guessed they`d been discussing alliances and future battles while Jason, Claude and I had been packing. Claude was still insulted because I`d only thought of Jason when I`d been told I had to leave my village but he couldn`t hide how thrilled he was that he was now leaving for Queen Sophie-Anne`s court.

Most of the people from the village were gathered on the beach, shouting their good wishes to us. Tara stood there with JB, holding their baby. She waved to me whenever I looked at her but she didn`t shout anything.

Finally Andre Beardless climbed onto the boat and his crew got behind the oars. Eric and Chow were going to row too but Jason, Claude and I were situated on the benches at the back of the boat, next to Andre Beardless at the rudder.

Jason`s arm made its way around the small of my back and I leaned into him. I took a deep breath – the smell of my village and the sea mixing with the smell of Jason. It was home and I was bringing some of it with me.

“This is going to be fun, Sookie,” he said and though I didn`t agree with him, his good mood was contagious. One could never be sad when Jason was near.

Jason and I stayed like that all the way out the fjord and when I saw Cold River, which marked the ending of the fjord and the beginning of the open sea, Jason suddenly started waving. I squinted my eyes and noticed a woman with blonde hair.

“Who`s that?” I asked. I knew everyone in that village but since most of the women were blonde, I couldn`t tell one from the other.

“It`s Crystal,” he replied. There was something in his voice but when I turned to look at him he looked just like he always did when he had his eyes on a pretty woman.

“Crystal Purr?” I asked, her name referring to the sound she was said to make during sex. When I thought of her, I was happy I was known as Sookie the Shieldmaiden. I couldn`t imagine having a name originating from one`s conduct between the furs.

Jason nodded.

I didn`t know Crystal Purr very well but her uncle, Calvin the Broken Hand, had been a former lover of mine. And the main reason I only took lovers who lived far away from my village.

We`d known each other for years, of course, but it was that summer solstice a couple of years ago when we`d thought it a good idea to slip into the forest and get better acquainted.

Calvin had been … interesting but far from the best lover I`d ever had. And I certainly never meant for him to be more than a casual lover. But Calvin the Broken Hand had imagined himself in love with me and had insisted we get married.

He`d tried to get Jason and Claude on his side by offering them gifts but both of them had let him know that my marital choices were none of their business. And since Calvin hadn`t had enough leverage over Sam to get any help there, Calvin had finally left me alone.

Last I`d heard Calvin was married to a nice woman and they`d had a new child every autumn. Dark winters and all that.

When we were out in the open sea, the sails went up and the oars were pulled out of the water. I took a deep breath and decided I was going to look forward to my new life. I had Jason and Claude next to me and this was going to be another great adventure. We were going to fight honorable battles and eventually we would be able to go home to our own people again carrying riches that would support the whole village.

My eyes found Eric the Northman`s back. His long hair was blowing in the wind and his shoulders seemed even broader than I thought they were.

That is my husband, I said to myself but it felt like a joke. I smiled to myself, not wanting to ruin my new light mood. I have a handsome husband, a fierce warrior, a man any woman would welcome to her bed. And then I huffed at the absurdity of my being married to someone I hardly knew.

“What was that, Sookie?” Jason asked.

“Just trying to make sense of it all.” I shrugged but my eyes were still on Eric.

Jason may not be the smartest of men but he had great intuition. He followed my gaze.

“He`s not the worst man you could pick,” he said.

“I never picked him,” I pointed out.

“Then the gods picked him for you. They killed almost everyone else on that ship and since Chow doesn`t seem to be the one you`re staring at, Eric must be the man who`s meant for you.”

“I hope so, Jason, because it seems I`m stuck with him whether I want him or not.”

“Oh, you want him.”

My ever impolite cousin leaned over Jason and as usual he made an unwelcome remark.

“You are mixing up your own emotions with mine, Claude. I may find his looks agreeable but the man ….” I paused. I wanted to say that he annoyed me. That he thought too much of himself. That he just looked at me as another skirt to be conquered. But I didn`t. “I don`t know him.”

Jason`s arm hugged me closer. “I`ll look after you, Sookie. And when you have kids, I`ll make a wonderful uncle.”

I pulled away. “Kids?”

Jason smiled and Claude laughed.

After two nights on the ship – two nights where Eric the Northman found it natural to lay next to me when we slept – we finally saw land on the second morning.

“Land!” a voice shouted and very quickly the longboat, where almost everyone had been asleep, was full of activities.

Eric the Northman settled down next to me when we`d both finished our morning rituals. Jason and Claude were close by but their attention was glued to the strange lands we sailed by.

“It`s beautiful, isn`t it?” Eric asked, his voice laced with pride.

“It`s different.” I didn`t like the flatlands much but I didn`t want to insult him. You never spoke poorly of people`s children, swords or their homelands unless you deliberately wanted to pitch a fight.

I`d been to the flatlands before – most of our commercial activities took place in the larger cities there – but it had been some time since I`d last visited Nordby. The old king was alive when I was here last and there were no wars between family members.

The old king`s brother, Felipe the Elegant, had lost the first battles and the old king`s daughter, Sophie-Anne the Young, had declared herself queen of all the flatlands. Felipe the Elegant had fled across the oceans where he was trying to gather armies to take his late brother`s lands.

Luckily we lived too far to the north to be of any consequence to either fighting party up until Sam Dogbreath had decided to join Queen Sophie-Anne`s forces this summer.

Claude, Jason and I had listened to the tales from the south whenever a ship came in with news but we`d always found it a testament to the bad characters of both Felipe the Elegant and Queen Sophie-Anne that they were fighting their own kin.

Family was something you protected – not something you went to war against.

I looked towards land and the lack of mountains unsettled me. The flatlands were … flat. No majestic hills or towering cliffs. No deep fjords, splashing falls or wide rivers. Just flat land and tiny creeks.

And this was where I was supposed to live. At least for the time being.

“Yes, I suppose it is very different for you.” Eric looked as if he were giving it some thought. “But I promise you that you won`t regret this.”

I wanted to ask him how I could regret something that was never my choice and also how he could make a promise like that but I kept my mouth shut and hoped he was right.

After having slept next to him and having his arm wrapped around me, I`d become accustomed to that particular smell that was Eric. It was different from Jason`s and Claude`s and wasn`t bad at all. Somehow it was soothing, at least now that I was on my way to set foot in his country as his wife … of sorts.

“There`s Nordby.” Eric pointed at something in the distance. The only thing I could see that suggested there was a town there was the smoke coming up from all the little fires the people of Nordby had made to cook their breakfasts and heat their houses.

I nodded and squinted my eyes. Out there in the distance was my future. My new life as one of Queen Sophie-Anne`s warriors. And Eric`s wife.

“Eric!” A blond woman threw herself into Eric`s arms and he lifted her up and whirled her around. “I thought you were dead,” she squealed. Eric had jumped off the boat when he saw the woman on the beach.

Jason, Claude and I grabbed our things and jumped down onto the beach as well. I tried not to stare at the woman who was hugging Eric but found it hard not look at her. She was very pretty. Older than I was but the years had been kind to her.

I was about to walk towards the city of Nordby when Eric noticed me and stopped me.

“This is my wife, Pamela,” he said, while waving for me to come closer.

The woman stared at me and for a short moment I wondered if there were something wrong with me.

“Your wife? You got married?” Then she looked at me. “How did you manage to get my brother to marry you? I know plenty of women who would like to know the secret.”

Ah, she was Eric`s sister, not his mistress. I smiled.

“But your manners are still as bad as they used to be, Eric. Introduce us, please.” She slapped Eric`s shoulder and he took a step forward.

“This is my wife, Sookie, her brother, Jason, and her cousin, Claude.” Eric gestured towards us. Then he looked at his sister. “Sookie is a shieldmaiden. Just like you.”

“You`re Sookie the Shieldmaiden?” she asked and her smile got broader. “You have quite the reputation.”

“I am.” Then the mentioning of her name and her occupation clicked together in my head. “Are you Pamela Milkmaid?” I asked. Pamela Milkmaid was one of the most renowned shieldmaidens and my personal heroine.

Eric laughed. “She hates being called Milkmaid.”

Pamela gave him a wry look. “Why couldn`t they call me Pamela the Fierce or Pamela the Bloody? No, they had to make a joke out of the way I look.”

I wanted to tell her she was very beautiful in a wholesome way but figured she wouldn`t like it.

“I`m sorry,” I said. “It was just … you were one of the reasons I wanted to become a shieldmaiden in the first place. We heard all about the battles you won.”

Jason and Claude nodded, clearly impressed with having met Pamela Milkmaid in person.

“They probably exaggerated,” she said with a shrug. “And I lost in the end.” She held up her right hand – a hand that only had two fingers. Her thumb and her index finger.

Two kids came running and threw themselves at Eric.

“Uncle Eric!” they shouted and he lifted them up and swung them around like he`d done with his sister. They were probably around two and three, both of them as blond as Eric and Pamela and both of them with red cheeks and stars in their eyes.

I looked at the children but it was Jason who said to Pamela what I was thinking. “So you`ve stopped fighting?”

“Losing a couple of fingers and having children is a pretty effective end to any hopes of joining the battles.”

I wasn`t sure if I thought Pamela sounded bitter. It might have been my projecting how I would have felt or she might have actually resented her fate. I wasn`t sure.

I was just about to ask her if she`d lost her fingers before or after she`d had her children when she turned towards Eric.

“You should stop before they throw up on you, Eric,” Pamela said while pulling her children away from him. Then she turned back towards me. “Are you planning on continuing being a shieldmaiden?”

I nodded. “Yes, of course.”

I was here to fight for Queen Sophie-Anne, wasn`t I? Yes, I was somehow pretend-married to Pamela`s good looking but oh so annoying brother, but I was fairly sure the Queen hadn`t requested my presence so that I could sit in Eric`s longhouse and look pretty.

“Then you`d better be careful, Eric.” Pamela gave Eric a pointed stare.

“Don`t worry, Pamela. I`ll look after Sookie when we`re in battle. She won`t get hurt.”

I`m not sure if it was me or Pamela who snorted the loudest but Pamela was quicker to comment on his statement.

“I`m sure Sookie can look after herself in a fight. It`s what you do to her between the furs I`m worried about. She won`t be fighting much with a big belly or a kid in her arms.”


A/N:

I hope you liked this chapter. You missed Pamela Milkmaid *ehem* Pamela the Fierce, didn`t you?

Marriage in the Viking Age

I`ve had a few questions about marriage in the Viking Age and will try to give you some answers. The problem is – we don`t know much about marriage between common people in the Viking age. There has been quite a few mentions of marriage between royal people and people of power and wealth in the sagas but not between the common warriors, farmers and tradespeople.

First of all, common law marriage – or moving in together and considering oneself married – seems to have been fairly common. Sharing the bed seems to have been the cornerstone of the marriage – both when entering into it and when getting a divorce. One stood by the bed and in front of witnesses one said three times that one was divorced and that was it.

Common law marriages were probably fairly common and even after the Viking Age – in spite of the church doing its best to outlaw it. This didn`t happen until approximately the 13th century where there were laws against common law marriages.

On a side-note, marriage between cousins weren`t outlawed until then either.

One of the main reasons for getting married – or living in an acknowledged common law marriage – was to secure the future of the children. A child born by an unwed mother without the father acknowledging that child only had her and her family to help support it. If the mother of the child was married the child would also have the help and support from the father of the child and his family.

There was some stigma in being an unwed mother but not if she`d been raped or seduced. In those cases the man was blamed and punished.

Men sometimes had more than one wife. Kings were reported to have had wives in all the countries they wanted alliances with – often daughters of the local kings there. But also common men had more than one woman in his life. Usually one of them would be his wife with all the rights that title gave her. The wife was the one to carry the keys to the family fortunes and also the one to make decisions about everything they owned. Men could have mistresses who would also live in his house and he could buy as many bed-slaves as he could afford.

The mistresses would be lower class women who would gain financially from moving into the richer man`s household but who would never be a threat to the wife since the man could never marry her, low born as she was. The bed-slave was, of course, even less of a threat to the wife and had even fewer rights than the mistress.

I have also seen accounts of women having more than one husband but I`m not sure how common that was.

Marriage between the kings and queens was often about forming alliances or as the result of a peace settlement. Two countries that had been at war with one another would often find a prince and a princess who could marry each other as part of the peace settlements.

Most of the marriages described in the sources we have are marriages between rich and powerful people so I`m not, as I mentioned earlier on, sure about the rules among common people. Among the rich and powerful marriage was something negotiated between the men in the two families. Usually the man and the woman in question were asked and in most cases their wishes were taken into account because a marriage against the bride`s will could very often turn ugly – ending in the death of the groom, as one of the sagas claimed. And there was always divorce. If the bride did not like the groom after they`d been married, she could always leave him. This was a fate most fathers would try to avoid for their sons and daughters.

In some cases the bride chose her own husband. If she didn`t have a father and her brothers either couldn`t agree on a husband or they turned down all her suitors because they wanted to keep her on their farm then she was allowed to find her own husband and the men in her family couldn`t object to it.

There was marriage for love too. Or for passion. Both the sagas and the poems tell us of great passions between Vikings – passions that lead to the two lovers marrying each other. And, Vikings being Vikings, they usually end up dying together too, which seems to be the ultimate declaration of love.

Marriages were usually something that happened fairly quickly after the young man and woman first set eyes on each other. If the young man courted a woman for too long without proposing or offering her his home, her family might kill him to restore her honor.

A man was expected to have a certain amount of money or fortune before he asked a woman to marry him. The idea was that if he didn`t have any money then he couldn`t support his children and had no business getting any. Some historians claim this rule was the main reason for the Vikings attacking foreign lands in the first place. It was all the men who wanted a wife but needed the money to get her who went abroad and stole whatever they could lay their hands on.

Some of the money paid by the groom went to the bride`s family and some of it to the bride. The bride also got money from her family and this was not to be touched by the groom. It was meant to support her and her children if she should become a widow.

Most weddings were held on Fridays – or Frigga`s Day – to honor the god of marriage. We don`t know all the details about the pre-Christian weddings and what we do know, I`ll leave for a later chapter.

A/N:

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Thank you so much for all your great reviews. I really do appreciate your thoughts on this story and I`m happy to see that you like fierce Sookie.

I also want to thank Suki59 for betaing this story and I want to send her a big hug and hope she is feeling better. It`s not easy to let go of a beloved pet.

Charlaine Harris owns all the characters in this story. I just borrowed them for a while and gave them nice, shining swords.


My head felt as if the blacksmith had beaten it all night when I woke up the next morning. My mouth was like I`d been chewing on a woolen blanket – a rotten, woolen blanket.

I didn`t want to get up. Not now and not ever. But Claude had different plans. Suddenly I had cold water on my face.

“What in the name of Loke, Claude?” I shouted and jumped out of bed – which was now wet.

“Your guest is hungry. You need to feed him.”

“If you mean Eric then he`s just as much your guest as mine. You can go feed him.”

“You invited him into your bed last night so he`s your responsibility now.” And with that Claude turned and walked out of the house.

“I never invited him anywhere!” I shouted at the closed door.

“Be quiet, Sookie,” Jason groaned from his bed. “I have a headache.”

I fought my aching head and got out of bed. I put on my dress but didn`t rebraid my hair. The braid from last night just had to do for now. I went outside to fetch water but immediately regretted it because the sun was up and its rays felt like spikes piercing my eyes. I groaned loudly and held my hand up to cover them.

“Not feeling too well?” a voice asked. Eric was sitting just outside the house and seemed to be enjoying the sun. He looked way too good to have been drinking heavily last night – or almost drowned a couple of days ago. Then I remembered how he`d helped me when the mead had decided not to stay in my stomach and I felt myself blush.

“No, Eric. I`m not feeling too well but apparently I had to get up to cook you breakfast.”

“I could have cooked but now that you`re up, I`m not saying no to a decent meal.”

I rolled my eyes but when that hurt I just walked away. I`d make a nice breakfast for my guest.But first I needed to wash myself. It was years since I`d last thrown up from drinking and I wanted to kick myself that it had happened last night. It was embarrassing and entirely unnecessary.

Eric the Northman did not seem to want to go back to Claude`s bed so he slept in mine every night. Apart from the arm I often found myself having around my waist when I woke up, he didn`t touch me. But he did keep me awake. The next two nights I hardly slept because I had him so near me.

When I`d shared my bed with Gran it had been comforting. Eric the Northman was anything but.

During the day he and Chow helped out with the chores in the village and I hardly saw him. I had my own chores and I also chose to spend some time with Tara. I needed her company now more than ever. She kept reminding me of who I was and I needed that to stay grounded. I was a fierce warrior to everyone else but with Tara I was just Sookie.

I felt calmer with Tara and I enjoyed the feeling. But I had responsibilities too and the most important one was called Jason so in the afternoons Jason and I trained with our swords. I wanted him as fit as possible, as capable in a fight as I could make him. I also wanted to get away from Eric who seemed to spend much of his time in Sam`s company.

Jason and I were in the middle of a fight when someone yelled,”Ships!”

I quickly grabbed my fighting sword and Jason did the same. We ran towards the shore, not knowing if the ship was friend or foe. Most of the men in the village were down by the shore with their swords too and I knew the women and children were grabbing their knives and long-blades back in the village. Our village was armed to the teeth and we were not going to surrender to just anyone.

I`d often wished the villages we raided would be empty when we came, that people would have fled so we didn`t have to kill them. But standing here, waiting for someone who might want to steal our goods and turn us into slaves, I knew just why people fought us when we came. There was no other choice.

Every warrior from the village was standing shoulder to shoulder on the beach. I was staring at the ship coming closer and closer, trying to read the colors of the sail to see who it was, but I didn`t recognize them.

Suddenly I felt a hand on my upper arm and I jumped at the touch. Eric leaned down and whispered in my ear, “Put this ring on.”

He handed me a beautiful silver ring in the shape of a snake. Not knowing why it was important to wear that ring, I slipped it on my thumb as it was too big for any of my other fingers.

“Don`t worry,” he said. “Those are Queen Sophie-Anne`s men.” He stepped up next to me.

I relaxed a bit but could see that Eric was still tense so I didn`t sheathe my sword. I shouted Eric`s words to Sam and saw him nodding back at me. He`d apparently just recognized the colors himself.

The ship came in and the first man to jump off it looked almost like a boy. He wasn`t very tall and didn`t have a moustache or beard. His face looked as smooth as if he`d just shaved but there was something about him that told me he`d never had to run a knife over his cheeks. His eyes were cold and his face didn`t show any emotions, even with a beach full of warriors greeting him.

“Andre Beardless,” I said to no one in particular. I had never seen him before but who else would be a ruthless warrior and look like a boy?

“The one and only,” Eric said.

“Sheath the swords!” Sam shouted and we all did as we were told. A few of us exhaled loudly but there was still a tense feeling and not even Sam went down to greet Andre Beardless.

Andre Beardless made his way over to Eric and nodded to him.

“Good to see that you are still alive, Eric. Rumors had you drowned.”

“I was saved. And so was Chow.”

“Splendid,” Andre Beardless said without showing any kind of emotion. He turned to look at me. “And you must be Sookie the Shieldmaiden?”

“I am,” I said.

“You have quite the reputation.”

“I am honored,” I said because I chose to read his comment as a compliment. After all, he could have meant an entirely different reputation.

“I am planning to honor you more,” he continued. “I am here to claim you as my wife.”

Even if I had known what to say my lips wouldn`t have been able to form the words. His wife? The wife of a complete stranger?

For some reason I noticed how the birds had started to sing again and the sound of the waves hitting the beach. I heard the chickens in the village and the sail from Andre Beardless` ship being pulled down. But all the human voices seemed to have been erased from my hearing.

Marry Andre Beardless? Impossible!

Then I heard Eric coughing next to me. “I am sorry to tell you that it`s too late to claim Sookie as I`ve already made her my common law wife and am planning on marrying her as soon as possible.”

I stared at Eric and only now noticed that he was wearing my necklace. My mother`s necklace.

“She is your wife, Eric? You must have moved fast.” Andre`s voice was cold.

“Sookie is a very special woman. But as you can see, she is wearing my ring and I am wearing her necklace. We share her bed and have since I arrived in her village.”

“So she`s not just one of your casual lovers?” Andre asked.

“No. Sookie is my wife.”

I wanted to shake my head. Deny Eric`s preposterous claim. Tell him he must be crazy to think that a few nights in the same bed meant that we were married. But something stopped me.

Andre stared at us for a few moments. Then he nodded. “It`ll work almost as well. You`ll bring Sookie with you and she will fight for Sophie-Anne.”

“But …,” I started.

“Yes?” Andre said in a way that told me he wasn`t used to people objecting.

“I have my life here. My brother, my … “

“You can bring your brother. We will leave in the afternoon.”

“I don`t want to leave, Sam,” I told him again.

I`d followed Sam home and invited myself inside. His wife had taken all their children, babies and kids almost as big as she was, and made them leave so that we could have a private discussion.

“I know that, Sookie, and I wish you didn`t have to. We will miss you and Jason very much. But when Queen Sophie-Anne asks someone to come to her court, there really is only one answer.” Sam looked sad.

“But she isn`t our queen.”

“No, she isn`t but she is an ally. A dangerous ally.”

Sam gave me a hug and with that he told me that he didn`t expect to see me again. Before he could watch me crying, I left his house and went to Tara`s house. Anything to delay the packing and my leaving the village that had always been my home.

If I had managed to avoid crying Tara`s eyes were red and tears filled her eyes again when she saw me. I wanted to hug her – touch her – but couldn`t. I was afraid I would break if I came too close to her.

“I will miss you,” I said, my voice sounding strange.

“Try to make your way back, Sookie.”

I nodded and after a few moments of just sitting together on her bench, I got up and left. I didn`t want to say goodbye and I didn`t look back when I walked out of her house.

I had to go home to pack my things and I knew I couldn`t delay it any longer.

Jason was there already, a huge smile on his face and when he saw me he gave me a hug. Jason was not a hugger which meant he was very pleased. Claude was there too. I couldn`t read his face but he wasn`t smiling.

“Thank you for remembering me, cousin,” he said, his eyes narrow and his jaw clenched.

“Did you want to go with us?” I asked, not sure if he was angry with me.

“Of course, I did. What warrior wouldn`t want to be a part of Sophie-Anne`s army?” Claude`s voice left no doubt about his bitterness.

“I don`t,” I said. “I want to stay here.”

“But you aren`t, are you? You`re destined for better places, bigger fights. You brought your brother with you. What about me?”

“I could ask. I`m sure they would be thrilled with getting the extra sword.”

That made Jason smile even broader. “All three of us going! It would be perfect.”

I wasn`t so sure about that but went to pack my things instead of staying with a thrilled Jason and an angry Claude. You can`t fight fate.

Just as I`d finished packing, Eric entered.

“Are you ready?” he asked.

“No. But I never will be.”

He pretended not to hear me and picked up some of my things. “Let me help you carry your things.”

“Sure. I suppose that`s the least I can expect from the husband I didn`t know I had.” I tried to burn holes in his tunic with my eyes, not wanting to meet those ice-blue ones of his. I should have blamed Andre the Beardless or the Mistresses of Fate for having to leave my beloved village but Eric was a very handy recipient of my anger.

Eric grinned, either oblivious of or just plainly neglecting my being furious at him. “Oh, you can expect much more.”

And with that he was out the door.

I`d saved his life and he`d paid me back by pulling me away from mine.

I looked at Jason and Claude and wasn`t sure if I was pleased or saddened by the fact that they were leaving with me. Family meant a lot to me, especially since I had so little of it. Perhaps having Jason and Claude leave with me would make the departure a little easier to bear.

But I also knew that I had fought my whole life to keep my brother safe and now I was bringing him to Sophie-Anne`s court – a place where he was likely to meet an early death.

“I`m sorry,” I whispered, hoping my parents and Gran could hear me.


A/N:

After the previous chapter I asked you if you had any questions about the Viking age that you wanted me to look up and Northman Maille had two:

1, How does one become a shieldmaiden and could one retire from the role?

2, Claude appears to be bi or gay. Would there be a stigma about that? Would he be expected to marry anyway?

Those are excellent questions. Unfortunately I can give you much better answers to the second question than the first one.

Becoming a shieldmaiden

When I researched for this story I could find very little information about the shieldmaidens and their lives. I found referrals to various shieldmaidens but nothing about rules of conduct or how many they were.

There were King Augvald`s two daughters who fought and died by their father`s side – or so the sagas say.

There was also Leif Eiriksson`s pregnant sister, Frøydis Eirikssdatter, who, with a naked chest, beat the flat side of her sword against her breasts when her settlement in Vinland (New Foundland) was attacked by the people living there before the Vikings came along, to scare the attackers away. It worked because the attackers were so frightened, or so the sagas say, that they jumped into their boats and rowed away.

In some battles women were giving the warriors fresh weapons and they would take care of the wounded more than fighting themselves but they could change a fight from being lost and making their men resume fighting when they were giving up by undressing so that everyone could see their naked breasts. Their warriors would get renewed strength and energy from seeing their women like that.

The most famous shieldmaidens were the Valkyries. The Valkyries were Odin`s shieldmaidens. Their task was to decide who was to live and who was to die in a battle and those who fought and died heroically would be carried away to Valhalla where they would be divided into two groups. One group would be delivered to Odin and the other to the goddess of war and death, Frøya.

I haven`t found anything about how the shieldmaidens lived or how their lives were outside the battles but my guess is they lived normal lives between the raids and wars. Male Vikings lived as farmers and traders when they weren`t swinging their axes and swords and there`s no reason why the shieldmaidens weren`t farmers and traders, wives and mothers when they weren`t off killing someone or protecting their villages from intruders.

Why did some women become shieldmaidens? The sagas suggest that some of them were daughters of chieftains who were too bored to be sitting around, learning how to weave. It seems entirely accepted that some daughters preferred to go riding and building strength instead of learning the more feminine virtues of keeping house.

Some women turned warriors in times of trouble. Not because they wanted to fight but because they had to. It seems both men and women learned basic fighting skills so that everyone could help in case they were attacked. The villages were too small to have half the people just sit around and wait for the other half to protect them.

Being gay in the Viking age

Vikings have often been looked upon as some kind of super-macho culture where all the men were dirty and had sex with women only.

I have no idea why washing one-self and being gay is perceived as un-macho by so many, but the fact is, the Vikings were both fairly clean (they washed themselves more often than their local neighbors on the British Islands, if one is to believe the complaint from a local guy who felt he couldn`t compete with the “overly clean” Vikings) and they did indeed have sex with members of their own sex.

There are very few accounts of women having sex with women and all women were expected to marry and have children. But it happened, especially in societies with few men.

Adam of Bremen (1040 – 1081), a storyteller who wrote down parts of the Nordic history (or at least his version of it), mentioned an island with only women that has later been located from his descriptions as being just on the outside of Estonia. These women would send away any man visiting them – or they would make him stay for sex so they could have children and then send him away. The Russian Primary Chronicle is said to have mentioned that island as well.

There are more accounts of men having sex with men and it seems to have been accepted and not particularly frowned upon – though the man being penetrated was usually looked down upon whereas the penetrator wasn`t (I have no idea why this would be public information). Men were also expected to marry and have children no matter what their sexual orientation was but as long as they did their duty, they could have sex with men if they wanted to.

The reason why everyone was expected to marry and have children (if they could) was because the villages depended on the children. They were the ones to grow up and provide for their elderly parents and since many children died before they grew up, everyone was expected to contribute – and contribute with large broods.

This was probably why it was more accepted if older people were gay. It seems older people could move in with their gay lovers if their wives died and they`d had children with her. So it wasn`t homosexuality that was frowned upon in itself but people choosing not to have children. This will be a topic in this story later on, by the way.

It seems Vikings were fairly open-minded towards gays and lesbians and it seems that men were not perceived as less masculine just because they had had sex with other men. But I also want to point out that various words for being gay were perceived as insults. Calling someone the Viking version of “faggot” would have that person draw his sword to defend his honor. Vikings may have accepted gay sex – or even enjoyed it – but woe and behold if anyone called them “gay” to their faces.

A/N:

I just can`t get over the number of people who have chosen to subscribe to this story or favorite it – not to mention all your great reviews. Thank you so much!

I also want to thank Suki59 for betaing this story. If you want to see my writing without her amazing betaing skills – look at my A/Ns. I write them right before I post a chapter and they are filled with all kinds of mistakes. Sorry!


Eric the Northman and Chow Blackhair, as he introduced himself, were more dead than alive when we pulled them onboard. The crew grabbed whatever floating goods they could find while I gave Eric the Northman and Chow Blackhair something to drink. I couldn`t offer them dry clothes as the rain had drenched everything but I found some blankets and furs and helped rub some heat back into their bodies.

Eric the Northman`s lips were blue and Chow Blackhair was in even worse condition with his teeth chattering and his skin almost white from the cold water. Neither of them would have survived much longer if they`d stayed in the water.

But they were far from safe. I`d seen men die long after they`d been pulled out of cold water. I needed to get some warmth into these two men.

“Claude and Jason!” I called. “Bring me some more blankets and get over here.”

When my cousin and my brother made their way over to where I was helping our two shipwrecked guests, I ordered Jason to lie behind Chow and Claude behind Eric. I stretched out in the middle and made Jason and Claude push us all closely together. We pulled blankets and furs over us and hoped our body heat would help the two men we`d pulled out of the ocean.

I was on my side, facing Eric the Northman, and rubbed his arms under the blankets. He wasn`t fully conscious so I started talking to him as well. I could hear Jason talking to Chow Blackhair behind my back.

“Stay awake,” I whispered. “Don`t slip into unconsciousness. Stay with me. If you don`t stay with me, I`ll knock you down even faster than I did the last time. I`ll kick your ass if you die on me now.”

A sound came from his lips.

“What did you say?” I whispered.

“Sookie?” he asked.

I smiled. “Yes, this is Sookie the Shieldmaiden.” I rubbed his arm even harder. He couldn`t die on me now.

“Give me a kiss.”

Claude started laughing behind Eric`s back but Jason was cursing.

“I`ll kiss you if my cousin won`t,” Claude said.

A tiny smile came on Eric the Northman`s lips. “I suppose … it`s the closest … I`ll get.”

I huffed. Eric the Northman was going to kiss my cousin, Claude, because I wouldn`t kiss him? What a silly man. But as I knew it would make Claude happy, I certainly wouldn`t get in his way.

Suddenly I felt lips on mine. It was a light kiss, just brushing my lips, but it was a kiss.

I was staring at Eric the Northman`s face when his very blue eyes suddenly opened and I was looking into them.

“I must have kissed … the wrong cousin … by mistake,” he said with a tiny smile.

Claude barked out another laugh.

Eric and Chow had to come home with us as we couldn`t afford the detour to take them home. They would stay in our village until they`d found a ship that sailed to the flatlands they came from.

Both of them had recovered fully before we saw our homeland`s coastline but they were both affected by what had happened to them. I didn`t know Chow at all and I couldn`t say I was very familiar with Eric`s habits either but I was fairly sure that neither of them were normally as quiet as they`d been since we picked them up from the water.

I knew Eric blamed himself. Any leader would when his men died. I also knew that no matter what anyone said or did, he would still feel the same. A man like Eric would be too proud to listen and I respected him for that. We`d been lucky to survive but Eric the Northman`s men hadn`t. There was a fine line between life and death and any man going on board a ship knew that.

Sam decided that Eric and Chow were my responsibility since I`d heard them yelling in the water and also brought them back to life. They were both being placed in the longhouse I shared with Jason and Claude.

Even if I hadn`t been the one who`d heard Eric and Chow, they would probably still be sleeping in our house since we had plenty of room for guests.

I couldn`t wait to have two more attractive men under my roof. As if the line of ladies and men (Claude did not believe in discriminating against anyone) outside our door wasn`t too long to handle already.

“Thank you, Sam,” I said – sarcasm being my new best friend. I`d tried to argue with him ever since he`d raised the topic on the boat, but now that we were home and Sam had his wife and children running towards him on the beach, I accepted defeat.

Sam shrugged and smiled at his family while holding his arms open for them. I sighed.

“Come one, then,” I said to Eric and Chow who followed me to the longhouse I shared with my brother and my cousin.

Truth be told, our longhouse was fairly empty compared to some of the others. There were families of 20 or 30 cramped together in most of the houses and here we were, just the three of us in one big house. But then Jason and Claude were all the family I had. Claude`s parents had died from an awful chest cough when he was just a toddler and our parents had taken him in. When they drowned, there was only Gran left and she`d passed away last year.

A three-person family was a small family and it had been hinted more than once that we should all get married. But Claude and Jason claimed they hadn`t found that one girl who would make them want to settle down and I enjoyed being a shieldmaiden too much to give it up.

And, of course, none of us had any older family members who could force us into marriage.

I opened the door to our longhouse and that was when it hit me. We only had the three beds. When Gran was alive, I`d shared a bed with her and when my parents were alive, Jason and Claude had slept in the same bed.

This past year Jason, Claude and I had enjoyed the luxury of each having a bed to ourselves. We`d situated them as far apart as possible in the big room. That was mainly because Jason and Claude often had company in their beds and neither of them were very discreet about it.

I looked at Jason and Claude and as if Claude had read my mind, he quickly said, “Eric the Northman can share my bed and Chow Blackhair can sleep with Jason.”

I smiled. Both because I wouldn`t have to share my bed with anyone but also because I figured Eric the Northman wouldn`t get much sleep. Claude was like Eric. If he saw something – someone – he wanted, he could be fairly aggressive in his pursuit. Eric was about to taste his own medicine.

Eric the Northman opened his mouth to say something but then he smiled instead. I would have thought his smile meant that he welcomed his new sleeping partner but I couldn`t be sure when he gave me a wink. I had no idea what it meant.

Eric the Northman was truly annoying.

After having carried everything that was ours from the boat to our house, I went to see my old friend Tara. After having been in the company of men, and men only, for so long I longed for some female company.

Tara had been my friend since we were children. She and Jason had been a couple for a while but to my grief, she chose to marry someone else. Not that I blamed her – Jason just wasn`t husband material – but I would still have loved to have had her in my family and my house.

Tara was all the things I used to be – carefree, smiling and gentle. She would have been the perfect wife to Jason even if he would have been a terrible husband to her.

“Sookie!” she exclaimed. She`d been sitting outside the house she shared with her husband JB the Dumb (JB wasn`t smart but he was nice and a good provider and that was what mattered to Tara), their children and JB`s parents, sharpening her knife when she saw me. The knife went flying and Tara jumped into my arms. “I`m so glad you`re alive.”

Tara was always sure I would die every time I left the village. She couldn`t understand why I chose to fight when I could stay at home and have children but then she was an only child and didn`t have any kid brothers she needed to protect.

“Of course, I`m alive. Do you doubt my fighting skills?” I asked with a smile.

Embracing Tara was always what made me feel at home. In her company I could relax and let my guard down. I could tell her about what I`d seen – what I`d done – and I didn`t have to be the cold warrior who killed without remorse.

“You know I don`t, Sookie. I just wish ….”

I knew what Tara wished for. That I would stay at home in the safety of the village.

“I know, Tara.” I hugged her again. “But that`s not for me. You know that.”

She nodded. “It`s just that I see what all the killing is doing to you. I don`t want to lose that sweet and caring friend of mine.”

I gave her a third hug. “You won`t.” I knew what she meant, though. Fighting people and killing them was changing me. I was growing colder and I wasn`t sure I liked it.

Tara pulled back. “You smell like four days on the sea, Sookie.” She wrinkled her nose. “Even fierce warriors need to wash themselves from time to time.”

I laughed and we said our goodbyes. I would have plenty of time to talk to Tara in the weeks to come. Sam never planned for more than a couple of raids every summer since the village was defenseless with all the warriors gone.

I went to the river outside the village to wash myself. Most of my fellow crew members were there already and the mood was playful. We`d not only survived – we`d brought home treasures and food that would mean prosperity instead of hunger.

I took my clothes off. I was used to being the only woman in a group and also fairly used to being the only naked woman in a group. Being a shieldmaiden meant the men had to respect my saying no to their offers of companionship but it also meant that I had to be one of them. It had been years since I`d been embarrassed about my nudity in front of my fellow warriors.

Just as I was removing my last piece of clothing, something made me look up towards the path from the village. I looked straight into two very blue eyes staring at me. Eric the Northman stood there while Jason, Chow and Claude walked past him. A tiny smile curled his lips, a smile that made me want to cover my breasts.

Instead I huffed, finished undressing and jumped into the water. Eric the Northman should not have that effect on me. He should not have any effect on me.

I passed the soap and ointments onto the next man and dived under. I enjoyed the feeling of fresh, cold water in my hair. I broke the surface and quickly undid my braids. Sam handed me the soap and the ointments for my hair and I washed myself thoroughly, wanting to get all the blood and fear off my skin. Then I dived under again.

I`d always been a fish in water and now I enjoyed diving even more. It kept me away from those burning blue eyes I`d rather not look into. Or have ogling my naked body.

I came up for air and noticed Jason, Claude and Chow making their way out into the river. Eric the Northman, on the other hand, just stood there. Naked.

It was my turn to stare. The flatlander had an amazing body – and I`d seen quite a few. I`d already known he was tall and had broad shoulders but his build had been hidden under his clothes. He had muscles everywhere on that tall frame. His chest was covered with blond hair, a little trail going southwards to his ….

I kept my eyes on his chest, his shoulders, his arms. He was magnificent.

And he knew it.

He also knew that I had been staring at him for what seemed like all afternoon. He slowly undid his braids and let his long blond hair fall freely over his shoulders. I had to force myself to breathe or I would have passed out in the water.

I looked at Claude who was also admiring Eric the Northman. Claude must have felt my eyes on him because he turned around and winked at me. Then he made his way over to me.

“He is gorgeous, isn`t he?” he asked, nodding towards Eric the Northman who was now looking at us.

“Probably not the word I would have used, but yes, he`s not exactly ugly.” Claude and I had always discussed men and I didn`t see any reason not to just because it was Eric the Northman, Claude`s future bed partner.

“You can have him, you know.” Claude smiled at me.

“What do you mean?”

“He wants you, not me. So if you want him in your bed, you can have him.”

“Why would I want him?” I asked though I could hear how silly it sounded what with my having drooled over Eric the Northman just moments ago.

Claude laughed. “Because you`re not blind?”

“You can keep him, Claude. I`m sure you can make him very happy.”

“That I can, dear cousin. My skills are unmatched and I do think I know more about pleasing a man than you do.”

“Well, thank you for that vote of confidence,” I said and slipped under the water. I didn`t need to hear my own cousin tell me I was a lousy lover. Yes, he was tall and dark and very handsome but I`d never looked at him as competition. I wasn`t going to start now.

When I came up again, I was staring straight into the chest I`d just been admiring.

“Sookie …,” he started but I quickly dived under the water again and swam to the edge of the river. I got out and quickly put on my clothes. Then I made my way back to the house.

On my way through the village I could smell all the dishes being cooked for tonight`s party. My stomach growled and I realized I hadn`t eaten all day.

At the house I changed into my dress, combed and braided my hair and put on the one piece of jewelry I had from my mother, on a long silver chain. I had taken plenty of jewelry on the raids but this was the only one that had meaning for me. It was a small figurine of Freia and I kissed it before I let it fall onto my chest.

“It`s beautiful,” a voice said from the door.

I turned around to see Eric the Northman standing there wearing only his trousers, his wet hair dripping down his chest.

“It is,” I replied and pushed him aside to get out. I was hungry. And I wanted to celebrate.

Jason, Claude and Chow came up the path from the river and were as wet as Eric.

“There won`t be any mead left for you if you don`t hurry,” I teased.

“As if you`re going to drink it all,” Jason said. “Sookie doesn`t drink much,” he told Chow. “She`s afraid of letting her guard down.”

“I`ll drink as much as you, Jason.” I immediately regretted saying it but what was said was said. Jason rarely drank that much either since he was afraid it would ruin his performance with the ladies so I figured it wouldn`t be that bad.

If I`d regretted my vow to drink as much as Jason when I made it, it was nothing compared to how I felt when Claude refilled both of our cups. Again. I`d had at least three times as much to drink as I usually had and I was drunk. No, I was beyond drunk and I hated it.

But I had to drink what Jason drank or I would lose honor so I emptied the cup Claude had just filled. Jason put his cup to his mouth but only drank half of it before he fell backwards into the grass.

While we`d been cleaning ourselves, the women of the village had made a huge bonfire on the outskirts of the village and they`d carried every available bench and table out there so we could all eat the roasted pigs and chicken they had prepared.

If it had been raining we would have crowded Sam`s longhouse but with the long summer evenings, clears skies, and the sun still up, there was no need for a roof over our heads. All we needed was meat, mead and good company.

Everyone around the fire laughed and a couple of the women threw themselves over Jason, officially to help him back to consciousness but really to touch his manly parts. Since all of Jason was manly parts he was thoroughly touched.

Jason would probably only mind the fact that he wasn`t conscious to feel it whereas to me that looked like a nightmare. I imagined my lying there, having two men touching me while unconscious, and shuddered.

I shook my head when Claude tried to fill my cup again; got up, wobbled my way to the outhouse to pee and then wobbled even worse back to the house.

I barely managed to pull my dress off – it was almost impossible to unfasten the belt – and finding my way under the blanket turned out to be a mystery.

I fell asleep on top of my blankets. It was cold but I was too tired to do anything about it. After awhile I started shivering but then I felt a hand pull my blankets up around me.

“Gran?” I whispered, though I knew deep down that Gran was dead.

I felt a kiss on my cheek and smiled into the darkness. I knew it wasn`t Gran but it felt so much like her it made me feel loved and I slipped back to sleep.

I was deep in a dream where Gran and I were gathering berries in the forest when I felt a weight next to me in my bed. Then someone made his way down under my covers.

“What are you …?” My voice was hoarse from drinking and my head hurt.

“I would rather have your arms around me than Claude`s, if you don`t mind,” Eric whispered.

“What? No!” I was suddenly awake. “Get out of my bed!” I hissed.

But all the commotion made my stomach turn. And then it turned again. All the mead was making its way up my throat. I felt Eric get up from my bed and then he pulled me into a sitting position, my head hanging over the side of the bed.

“Try to throw up into the bucket,” he said.

“What bucket?” I asked and then I felt that nasty acid in my mouth. Before I could stop it I was throwing up. In a bucket.

“The bucket I got for you before I went to bed.”

I felt his large hand on my back going up and down as on a baby who needs to burp. Another round of vomit decided to leave my stomach and I felt absolutely awful.

When my stomach had decided it had emptied itself of all its contents, a cup was shoved into my hand.

“Drink it. It`s fresh water.”

I gulped the water down and it actually made me feel better. Then I fell back into my bed, the cup being pulled out of my hand, and vaguely heard the door opening and closing. And then opening and closing again a few minutes later.

Eric got into my bed again. I wanted to stop him but I was too exhausted. I was on my back, trying to stop my bed from spinning and couldn`t bother with the extra company I was having.

Eric was on his side facing me and soon I had his arm over my stomach. He leaned into my neck and then he whispered into my ear: “You smell from your mouth, Sookie. Turn towards the wall.”

I groaned but did as he said. I was too tired to argue.

Then I fell asleep.


A/N:

I hope you liked this chapter!

Before I post the next chapter to this story next week I`ll probably post a little one-shot I wrote. It`s a parody and not very romantic but it might still interest you. Here`s a blurp:

Sookie loves Eric the Viking – the hero in the romance novels she is reading. He is the perfect man and the guy of her dreams. Suddenly he isn`t just a character in her books. He is standing in her living room – claiming Sookie is his Heart`s Desire.


Vikings and the sagas

I`ve had a lot of people say they liked all my little tidbits about the Viking age. You know, it`s very dangerous for you to say something like that. It`ll only make me want to write even more – and my A/Ns will grow ridiculously long :-)

But to avoid this being an entirely selfish thing where I get to write about whatever is on my mind, I`ll take requests. Is there anything you want to know about in the Viking age or something you would like me to discuss? I`m not sure I can answer all your questions – or rather, I`m pretty sure I can`t. But I`ll research the things you ask me about and tell you what I come up with.

Today I would like to talk about the Viking legacy.

Someone once said that the winners write the history. That person obviously never met the Vikings because they wrote very little down (apart from the odd rune stone with a few words carved into it). Most of the written sources about the Vikings are either told by people they conquered, people who visited them or they were written long after the Vikings lived – like the sagas.

The sagas were written hundreds of years after the events they describe took place. And what is more important is the fact that the sagas were written after our part of the world had been Christianized.

The sagas were based on oral storytelling, delivered from generation to generation. But that doesn`t mean the stories didn`t change from each time they were told – and when they were written down. The outlook on things changed after the Vikings gave up the old faith. That is especially the case when it comes to the outlook on women.

Women were basically portrayed as cold and hard and mean in the sagas. Women encouraged their men to take revenge and to kill people who`d wronged them. Some historians claim this was how the sagas managed to explain all the strong women in pre-Christian Scandinavia given how women were supposed to be more submissive when the sagas were written. Strong Viking women must have been cruel – why else would a woman have power?

I want to give you an example – namely the wife of King Eric Bloodaxe, Queen Gunnhild.

Eric Bloodaxe did not get his name because he liked to use his axe for shaving and sometimes cut himself. Eric Bloodaxe used his axe to kill his brothers. Well, half-brothers, but most of us would agree that you really should keep your axe away from your brothers even if you don`t have the same mother.

So where does Gunnhild come into this story?

Well, the sagas say that Eric Bloodaxe went to the north of Norway and met her. There`s a long tale about how he fell for her and won her – sexier than any historical romance, I can tell you that – and the sagas have an explanation as to why he was so obsessed with her. This wasn`t just a king falling in love with a woman and marrying her. No, Gunnhild bewitched Eric sexually and was behind Eric`s bloodlust.

The sagas say that she studied witchcraft (apparently with the Sami people – who were considered half monsters by the Christians), that she killed her witchcraft teachers and had a supernatural sexual power.

Gunnhild was the woman behind the man, according to the sagas. Eric Bloodaxe would not have been half as bloody had it not been because of her. She killed some of his enemies with herbs and talked him into killing the rest of them – probably with his axe.

And when he died, she took young lovers even though – and the saga writers really didn`t like this – she was beyond her fertile years. She would use witchcraft to get these young lovers and if they left her, she could be quite vengeful. The sagas talk about one of Gunnhild`s former lovers whose penis grew so large his wife divorced him. Poor guy.

But the basic idea was that Eric Bloodaxe wouldn`t have been so blood thirsty if it hadn`t been for his wife.

Really, his father was to blame.

King Harald Fairhair, Eric`s father, encouraged the killing of Eric`s brothers. Yes, Harald asked one of his sons to kill some of his other sons. Nice family, huh? I could give you a long explanation for this but basically it was because King Harald had worked all his life to make Norway one kingdom and he didn`t want to see all his sons divide it up again. Better to have some of them killed to avoid that, right?

Apparently Queen Gunnhild supported the idea, as did Eric Bloodaxe. And truth be told, Eric Bloodaxe`s brothers did try to kill him too. Several times.

The end of the story was that Norway wasn`t divided and I would like to say that they all lived happily ever after. But they didn`t. Especially not the guy whose penis was too large :-) .

I want to give you a quote from historian Johan Schreiner (my translation):

“Gunnhild was demonized as some kind of sexual witch and because of this smear campaign [in the sagas] it`s not possible today to reconstruct the real Gunnhild. The saga writers probably wanted to cover her intelligence and important role, to the benefit of her husband who was intellectually weaker.” (From: Levende historie)

The sagas

I may sound as if I don`t like the sagas, but I do. The stories they tell are amazing and some of them are very well written.

The sagas were written on Iceland and the word means “what is said” in old Norse. They were written between 1120 and 1400 (the Viking age stopped before 1100) and were a part of a very rich writing tradition on Iceland. The sagas were written on calf skins in the autumn nights when there wasn`t much to do in the agriculture – there were no harvest on Iceland.

The writers of these sagas were sort of an intellectual upper class on Iceland and were admired – and financially supported.

29 of the long sagas have been found but in addition to these there are short sagas, religious sagas and royal sagas. Even with their bias, they are an incredible source of information about the Viking age.